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2008-05-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

DONE WITH BLOGGER,
I'm off to livejournal now, it's way much cooler too.
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Alright goodbye people, toodles!
Take care, loveeeee. [:

2008-04-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

Sister(s) & Darling(s), I Miss You All! ):

Especially YanyingG & YingXinL, Sigh!

2008-04-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

Bestfriend(s), You know I love you ♥

Thankyou for everything! :D

2008-04-07T21:45:00.001+08:00

goodbye my love ♥

2008-03-31T18:04:00.003+08:00

Famliy picture @korea'2007, korea national park ! :D

I posted that pictrue cause Aldrich wanna see how my siblings and my mother look like,

I'm lazy to post on blogger already though, I kinda like Lj now anyway! :D

People who know my Lj address, please keep it to yourself!

And if anyone of you guys wanna know, ask me personally!

再见了!

2008-03-28T22:17:00.004+08:00

Do we looooooooook alike? He's my daddy :D

Hellooooooooooooo! long time have not been updating though,

It's like there's no point updating either, dead blog yknow! ._.

My tagboard is totally dead now, no one's reading my post too.

So it's like shermaine is posting for the sake of posting lahxz! ):

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, I dont seem to be in the right mood now.

And Aldrich Chong Shien Ee being my listening ear now, thankyou!

Anyway, You do cheer up also! Study harder for MYE okay?

I have the faith in you that you can do it, 加油! :D

Ps: And to SeanLimZiKhai, my ultra 好朋友! [:

Hellooooo, dont sad bout that spec course already okay?

It's just that MrCho is being biased cos you mix with ben & gw,

I'm sure he will understand if you talk things out with him?

I'll help you talk to MrCho too! Dont brood over it anymore! :D

I dont feel like blogging any further already, I'm tired! ]:

Someone define the word love for me, pleaseeeeeeeeee!

2008-03-26T19:49:00.003+08:00

SHERMAINE IS SHAG !! ]:
ALL THE BEST TO YOUR NEXT LOVE,
EVER SINCE 250308, LAST LONG!

I'm currently not in a good mood now ]:
Yes, Reason is cause of the TOP WORDS! -.-
Woke up late for school today, 620!
Bused to school together with KH & K !
And I saw Aldrich Chong on the bus :D
He made me ran early in the wee wee! hours,
Cause we thought that we were late for school!
Lessons were uber & damn boringgg ~
After school Dearest(s) & Sister(s) were pissed _!_
You trigger the gun, You pay the price ._.
Went for amaths tuition with bestfriend,
And than home @ 645 in the evening.

Sigh, I saw you today @ mama. I'm afraid to look at you!

2008-03-25T18:58:00.004+08:00

This is going to be an extremely short post alright?

Had sports day today at TP in the wee wee hours ~
I cab to petal mac with kel cause we're late -.-
Mr Poon appeared and I was like what the fuck?
Spent the sports day with Dearest(s) :D
Thankyou Aldrich Chong for cheering me up!
Went to Bestfriend's house & we were dulan _!_
And to CS for a lunch & dinner kinda of timing
I SAW ARHBEN HUM AT TM MAC !! [:

2008-03-23T17:25:00.005+08:00

I miss those times with dumbass retard D:

Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh, a B-I-G Sigh Okay! ]:
I think this post is gonna be damn vulgar too,
Anyone if you're reading, please spare me? [:
I msg lilboy yesterday at around midnight plus,
Zomgosh, i got fucking pissed off with you okay!
I seriosuly dont know what's gotten into you,
It seems like you're total change person now!
I talked to you really nicely, I'm pissed off.
When I could just blow my hat off at you,
I still control myself by not blowing off _!_
And whats with all those stupid replies?!
It's some fucking attitude messages! -.-

Your last message you stated that :
" i have no mood for this okay?
And I dont know why the hell you cry for?
Is you let me go de, so stop all this. "
What the fuck is this message for lah!
You ask if I'm back to contact with ahben?
What's the purpose of it & asking me if I like someone?
What the fucking hell you ask all this for, ccb!
Do you know how pissed I was with you _!_
I could have just called you immediately,
And just scream into your ears like some fuck!

I dont know what has gotten into you yesterday,
But I only know that I'm fucking piss off now.
And please dont make me hate you!

Okay, done with the angry and whatever thing !
Anyway, Thankyou SeanLimZiKhai, Goodfriend!
For the cheering me up yesterday in midnight,
And you're a totally different person now though!
As your goodfriend, I'm soooooo happy for you! :D
I woke up at 1 in the afternoon today okays! ._.
Had my lunch, watched tevee and now computer.
I'm forever oh-so-fat on every sunday! ]:

Bestfriend Chia Weiting ♥
Thankyou very much for all those news & advices.
Anyway you do beware of ________ okay?
Casue I kinda think that she's up to something.
Sigh, I really dont know what to do now yknow! ]:
And stop saying that I still ____ him okay,
It affects me greatly whenever you say that! ._.
I cant wait for that very day to come yknow,
Where we dress up & off to town! Whees ~
Lastly, I love you lahxz! :D

Ps; HAPPY EASTER DAY TO EVERYONE!
Where is my easter eggs, people? ]:

I wanna get pretty clothes, phone & an ipod :D

2008-03-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

Ps: I love my mummyyyyyyy! :D

On phone with bestfriend till like 1 in the midnight ._.
Lol, We started to crap bout alot alot of stuffs ?
And yeah back to that sec 2 girl shit, flirt _!_
I woke up at 845 am in the bloody morning, Zz
Cause I had Amaths tution at 930 though.
Was at tution all the way till 1in the afternoon.
I had 3 1/2 hours of Amaths & E maths -.-
I got $50 dollars from my dearest mummy! :D
Went off to petal mac with bestfriendddddd,
To look for TanHuiShan, :D lol.
They did their POA homework, I rotted ._.
After that headed off to TM for dinner,
And than I'm now home sweet home :D

PS: It's Easter Day tomorrow lahxzxzxzxz! :D
Woots, I want Easter Eggs! Kinder suprise?
Sigh, It would really be great if I get on monday!
Hahahah, Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee anyone?
And XuQiangYao, Where's mineeeeeeee? ]:

To dearest lil boy, I dont know to believe it or not?
I heard bout rumours of you & _____.
You actually ask her for ___, I'm damn shocked!
And were said that it was last year during hols?
When we just had a breakup & you're with _____.
Seriously, it's all no linkage to everything?
I totally dont believe that you're this kind ._.
And when bestf told me bout it, I burst into tears!
I cant make myself believe it, I'm disappointed! D:
The lil boy I once knew was never like this before,
Please dont ever tell me you're that kind now okay,
I wont be able to take this big blow of things.
Pleaseeeeeee tell me that all this are not true! ]:

2008-03-21T15:33:00.003+08:00

East Coast Park, 2e2'2007 :D loveeeeeeeeee!

Shermaine is damn bored, tired, restless & dulan ! D:
I'm rotting at home all alone when it's holiday -.-
I ask bestfriend if she's gonna out? She said NO!
So I decided to stay at home, now she's out -.-
It's not that I not happy or what-so-ever okay,
It's just that I kinda beg you to go out today,
You die die also say no, want stay home study,
And than it's like now you're at marina !!
It's like even further than parkway lor -.-
Sigh, I dont know lah. I've got no other comments.

Anyway, I'll have to rush for tution now.
So I got to go and bathe ._. LOL.
And I feel so not in the right mood now D:
Yes, It's because of bestfriend's action.
Sometime, I feel that I'm kinda extra uh?
Ps: I'm pissed now so spare me.

To: Super XL Fat Pig, xuqiangyao:D
Hey, You're really strong to love her for 2 years.
And strong to be able to hold on for so long. (:
I really pei-fu you lor, Hahahahhaha!
Since you siad you're gonna leave it one side,
Than just follow what your heart says than.
At least try moving on, maybe just a little.
Concentrate on your O levels first alright?
And than after it ask her that question again!
You'll have my support! :D

Tsk* Thankyou for the advices & cheering up.
I'll learn from you, face the reality from now.

2008-03-20T21:12:00.006+08:00

I miss CorinChuaKaiXin! D:

I wanna get a webcammmmmmmmmmmmmmm! :D

Lol. school was overall boring and sian ._.

PE lesspn was tough, machiam in army trng!

Mr cho tired us out, everyone was restless. D:

Which cause me not paying attention in class.

We got our report slip back already, finally!

I got bad or you can say average results:

English: 59 (C5)

Chinese: 61 (B4)

Amaths: 74.5 (A2)

Emaths: 96 (A1)

Phy&Chem: 67.5 (B3)

His&SS: 53 (C6)

Geography: 48.85 (D7)

Overall % = 65.7/100 {:

L1R4= 15 L1R5= 21 D:

After school went to lunch with bestf & huishan

We had kfc, sooooooooooooooo fattening! D:

Than later home at around 4 plus.

My parents saw my result slip already,

Surprisingly they didnt yell at me okay! :D

They just ask me to work hard for my MYE,

But they were satisfied bout my maths! :D
My mother went crazy and yelled at my sister!

My sister is an irritating fucker little imp -.-

She's trying to act smart when she dont know,

My mother got damn piss off and tear her book!

Being a nice sister, afraid of scoldings from mum!

I thought her how to do maths! -.-

Bestfriend found her stupid pink pencil,

& she's so happy about it lahxzxz! ._.

Anyway, her birthday is coming already! :D

A day of activities and everything planned!

Hey, look forward to that day okay? love!

CONGRATULATIONS TO PRIMARY MOTION CREW!

They are Leonard, Lester, Kim, Ron, Lincoln !

Continue to chorograph nicer steps for the finals,

You guys have my support alright! Jiayou! :D

Ps: Bestfriend, miracles do happen alright?

2008-03-19T21:21:00.004+08:00

A kinda deviant picture with JamieSng [:

Lesson & school was damn damn boring lahxz ._.
After school went inter with ting, joyce, kayan.
Kayan left for bugis, we went for lunch. :D
And to Pizza Hut for Baked Rice Okay!
Saw Corin & her friends there tooooooooo!
Went back to School with bestfriend,
And soooooooo bad things did happen there!
Huishan said that lilboy was at the bus stop,
And when I alighted, he board the bus _!_
I was left being in silence for awhile,
Bestf ask me if I'm fine and if I'm emo?
I replied her saying, yah I'm just singing -.-
Went up to have a look at talentime audition.
To: Leo, Lester, Ron, Kim! Great effort! :D
Dont be demoralised bout how you guys dance!
To: Aldrich the emo punk guy, you sang well! :D
Dont put it too hard on yourself, it's already over!
Home @620, I waited for SeanLimZiKhai lahxz!
And to no avail, I didnt see him anyway at all!
When I msg him, he called me and was in school!
Argh, he was playing table-tennis in the atrium _!_
Waste my effort go back to school, idiot! ._.

Sigh, I'm looking everywhere for a stupid charger!
And it was like how many years ago already _!_
My mother is screaming at me nowwwwwww~

Ps. Bestfriend lost her pink pencil today,
And she's going mad bout it lahxz! ._.
I sooooo think that she's damn crazy! D:

Seeing you always affect my mood,
Putting on a smile in front of people,
Sometimes I seriously tell myself,
Everything is somehow an illusion,
Where we do not have the fate to meet.

2008-03-18T20:43:00.003+08:00

picture dedictaed to bestfriend :D

Sorry didnt update my blog for the past days,
I was practically uber lazy though D:
Yesterday was the first day of term 2,
It was quite alright lah not that bad afterall.
Alot of people got caught cause of hair,
The funny thing was 5a1 left with 9 people -.-
It was totally pathetic just pathetic!
Somehow it's wierd not seeing you ._.
LOL, lesson were as per normal lah.
But monday made me damn sleepy D:
After school I had amaths supplementary,
And thankyou SeanLimZiKhai for waiting! :D
I'm damn surprised when I saw you outside!
Ps: Thankyou for always compromising too :D

School was damn boring today like totally!
First was Social Studies & than Pure geography!
It's like both of it was double period lor ._.
Recess I jianfei, only eat 2 garlic bread. :D
After School went to bubble tea shop,
With Lester, Ron, Kamin, Kim, Leo, Willard :D
I dont know why but I kept on laughing -.-
Than later home together with SeanLim!
Zz, I'm so lazy to do my homework! D:

I'm wondering if I should go for netball?
Sigh, netballers are asking me to go back D:
What am I suppose to do now? Yes, No?
I kinda like life now without netball lah,
It's like totally damn damn relax okay!
I dont like netball, but I love netballers! :D

Ps: Anyone has tickets to spop this sunday? D:

2008-03-16T19:00:00.003+08:00

Sigh, random picture. I miss those times D:

Helloooooooooooo, my tagboard's dead -.-
And I'm left to rot at home the whole bloody day!
Ohmygosh, if this goes on I'm gonna grow fat ]:
I woke up in the noon today, which is at 12 :D
Finally I got my sufficient sleep today, at last !
The whole holidays I woke up damn early lahxz,
And today is the only day that is like soooo late :D
It's kosenrufu day today, it's called 3.16 (:
But I didnt go to soka this morning with mummy D:
Anyway today is just a shag shag shag day okay!
I had my lunch, watch television, use com. Zz.
Totally boredom I had today at home D:

Anyway, Jamie send me a comment on friendster,
Asking me to go back to netball lahxzxz! ._.
She says that bok is asking why didnt I go for trng?
Zz, It like what the fuck lah, he chase me off!
And now he asking why didnt I go for trng? _!_
Dont know whats wrong with his brain man,
I'm not surprise if everyone quits netball one day!
The principal can just put the blame on him! -.-
Hey Bokky, FUCK OFF AND DIE MANXZ _!_
ps: i got a feeling he stay at my house area -.-

LESTER CHEE KEONG YEW PISSED ME OFF! -.-
and for no bloody reason lahxz, lol lol lol.
i was bored, i talk to him online.
he kept saying okay to whatever i say,
and he keeps trying to piss me off.
argh, Zz. i think there's a lose wire in his head.
damn you for pissing me off manxzxzxz!

2008-03-15T18:18:00.004+08:00

LEONARD'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @marina :D

First Row: Ron, Kim, Leonard, Aldrich, Lester ( Bboys )

Second Row: Qingzhan, Weiting, Me, Joyce, Kelmond (Cliques )

Photographer: Willard Ng ( Leo's Brother )

I'll post the reaminding pictures after everything!

And for the rest of the pictures is @throw-thtlove.bs.com

We went to eat HongKong cafe, total cost is $101 ._.

Lester and Ron bought the cake & met up with us,

Joyce and I went to Topman to get leo a present,

And in the end we got him a pink graphic tee :D

We wanted to get him balloons to embarrased him,

But we walked around and no balloons at all ._.

We wanted to mash the cake on his face,

But he ran damn damn fast lah. Zz.

It ended up onto his hair, the fringe :D

Ron made my hand with cake okay, idiot! ._.

My hand was like damn oily lah, ewwww!

Than went to the food court as bboys want to eat,
We left there around 6+ and to the mrt,

Along the way I got bullied by Lester Chee & Ron Poh ._.

My cheek was damn red lah, like tomatoes!

I pinch them back like some shit, for revenge,

And lester got bruise on his hand and face got pimple :D

They went to T3 and I went back with qingzhan!

Thankyou, LimQingZhan for acc. me alrights! :D

The most importnat thing is that leonard loved it,

And yes he did thoughhhhhhh! :D

Went for english tution today @8.30 lah D:

Than waited for bestfriend from 10-11 lahxz!

Happen to see Sean Lim Zi Khai ._.

He came in to pei me, Thankyou :D

Had breakfast and left for emaths tution.

Time past damn fast in tution today though.

Bestfriend went home, & I went to find my mummy!

And than BenHum told me to call him,

He crap like some shit and he's mad toooooo.

Went to Chinese Swimming Club for lunch,

And my brother refuse to go into the pool ._.

I'm finally home now, & I'm going suntec :D

Pictures Time :D

2008-03-13T20:37:00.009+08:00

THE BIRTHDAY BOY, LEONARDNG! :D
Happy 15th Birthday, Brother!

And you're in china on your birthday lahxz,

Anyway gonna celebrate with you tomorrow.

Hope you'll have a memorable birthday okay!

Lastly, Friends Forever! [:

I went to town today with my dearest mummy,

Cause my sister had to do an eye checkup lahxz!

I spent my bloody time than waiting for 1&1/2 hour! -.-

And she just check for 10 minutes and can go, Zz.

Went to Isetan for some private sale thingy,

And I didnt even get anything okay! D:

Finally, we've plan for brother's birthday! :D

Let's hope we give brother a memorable birthday!

I'm gonna take alot of pictures tomorrow! :D

SUPER XL FAT PIG, LESTER CHEE! D:

damn you, where's my kinder surpise lahxzxzxz!

be nice and take the effort to look for in it,

in a place called the supermarket yah! :D

To dearest OhChunChanJoyce, Boyfriendddd!

Cheer up lahxzxz you! We're here for you okay!

So what even if he has stead, dua chiobu right?

Just move on from here man, dont be emo!

Tomorrow is Loenard's celebration lehxzxz,

We've to be happy and celebrate with him!

Lastly, I love you lah! :D

2008-03-12T20:12:00.004+08:00

LOL, I'm finding pictures to post & I decide to post this.
Firstly, cos that person msg me today out of a sudden.
So yeah, I shall post this picture like R-A-N-D-O-M! -.-
This picture made me damn fucking sad lah, D:
The next day that person ran off with another girl _!_
Finally I took my geog common test today in staff room,
And it started raining soon later after I'm done.
Bus-ed to bedok inter, & I saw sinyi and her friends.
Than bus-ed dowm for amaths tution at katong.
Finally, I'm home :D I'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
Shermaine got a very BAD FLU D: (cries!)

Tomorrow is LeonardNgMianYang 15th birthday!
And he's not in Singapore but in China lah ._.
He'll only be back at 12 midnight which is 14march.
But we'll be celebrating with him lah! :D
Together with the cliques & Bboys people!
It's suppose to be a surprise, but I'm lazy to think ._.
Sigh, Super Xl pig is suppose to help me with it lah,
But he's toooooooo FAT to let his brain think :D
And he still owe me KINDER SUPRISE! :D

To my dearest bestfriend, ChiaWeiTing ♥
No matter what happen to You & Cow though,
I'll always be there for you on 24 hours standby,
Same goes for the cliques yah, eveyone is there!
And lastly just dont bother bout HER anymore,
She spoils everything and she likes to suck up.
Just ignore her manxzxzxz! I hate her! ._.
Anyway, I love you lah! :D

To my dearest boyfriend, JoyceOhChunChan ♥
So it seems like someone is really in love already,
That guy got new stead than someone so shag uh!
Hahahah, if you really love him go get him back!
Please stop playing with penknifes already alright?
The cliques is always here for you, everyone okay!
Dont be foolish and do the wrong things aites!
Lastly, I love you lah! :D

To my dearest brother, DarrenLimZhongXian ♥
Things between us seem to change drastically D:
We dont seem to be like the Brother&Sister anymore,
Those times at Genting were simply great lah!
I could see how you treat me just like your real sister,
Just like how you said you treat me, Your Real Sister?!
Let me ask you this question, what bout now?
What am I to you now? I feel I'm transparent to you.
There are like alot of obstacles in front of us,
But I cant clear it my own you knowwwww? D:
I want the DarrenLim that I used to know back!
You should know that you're like my REAL brother,
I seriously hope you'll know this fact very clearly.
& dont ignore me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee! ]:

& lastly, I've nothing to say when you msg me.
cause I know that you've a girlfriend now, i guess?
i guess you should have move on with your life already,
all the best to you from now on alrights? love!

2008-03-11T18:16:00.004+08:00

Hello, My boyfriend and I :D Zz. Yesterday @petal-mac photos!
She kept bugging us top get her that moo moo~ cow lah -.-
Everyone was totally ignoring her like (who cares?)
Lastly, I guess she bribe bestf to get it for her,
Bestf is so B-I-A-S-E-D, never get for me lah! D:
And as per normal, I didnt get to do my work -.-
Went with ting, joyce, tanhuishan, qz, nic, nic :D
The another nic is qz's friend, he's damn jiao -.-
We went to play basketball at joyce's house there,
Cause petal and ecc both no courts! D:
It started raining hence we left for home sweet home.
Qz pei-ed me home and he got tortured badly! :D
He walked me home as everything was order by bestf!
And that leaves him with no choice at all though.
Thanks LimQingZhan & TanHuiShan for your jacket :D

Went to school supposed to take geog common test,
In the end, Stupid Shawa didnt come only till 2,
When I went there at 11 plus in the morning!
What the hell, I said I take tomorrow than -.-
Slack with daryl, hazim, rozaini, douglas, gilbert. Zz.
Till the rain stops I went home, they went kfc.
I met my grandmother on the bus [:
Lol, home had lunch and secretly went out. D:
Played pool with kel & qz and was damn sian.
At around 5 I left home and they pei-ed me home.
Thankyou, KelmondLeow & LimQingZhan :D

Ohmygosh, I'm Missing LeonardNgMianYang lah! D:
Why on earth do you have to go to china?!?! lol.
It seems like everyone is missing you, totally!
No Leonard = No FUN! (Boring holidays!)
It's like 3 more days till you're back D:
Please let these 3 days passed by quickly! :D

sigh, I guess everything that we do have a reason.
and I know that whatever I do have one too.
going to petal and grandlink to play pool,
hoping having the fate to see you there?
afterall i guess we're not fated at all
lol, i've chosen these path and i shall not regret.
i'm going to walk down and move on.
secondly to a stupid retard, imy like suddenly.
somehow when i saw you the other time,
my heart kind of beat damn fast D:
fwah even if i had feelings for you,
it wouldnt be more than him ._.
ps: I guess time is just needed. Zz.

2008-03-07T20:21:00.004+08:00

I'M NOT DOING WELL FOR MY TESTS D:
I dont know why I'm feeling sad now ):
I guess I'm starting to have mood swings uh!
Lol, I'm like damn random now lah ._.
I did emaths common test today,
It was alright though, managable? :D
Thanks Michelle for waiting & pei-ing me! [:
And Huishan, do cheer up alright! :D
Bus-ed home and than for english tution.
And I'm finally home now, tired ):

Anyway, Michelle's going brisbame today!
Take care yah, girl [:
And leonard is still in china lah ):
Hurry come back singapore lah you!
Without you in school, it's so quiet :X
I'm like so not used to it at all okay! :D

ps: sometimes i really dont know what to do,
are you trustable for me to tell you secrets?
i doubt my trust when i see your actions now,
i'm afraid you'll be the one who hurt me in the end,
and i so dont wish for that too happen at all. ):

2008-03-06T21:24:00.007+08:00

I'M SAD AND DEPRESSED! :(((((

I dont wish to elaborate bout it, but I want you to know.

Yes, everything change drastically now. Seriously!

Everyone of us have our own group of friends now,

We seldom talks or even smile to each other in fact.

Partly it was cause of netball, the main reason?

I know that we two kind of ps you alone over there,

But seriously things are not the way we want it to be.

I'm not blaming you or whoever, no-one gets the blame.

It's all about the trust that lies in each of us,

That we had for one another from the beggining to the end.

And dont say it was a mistake from head,

I guess it's just part of making a friendship stronger.

I didnt know how did things turn out to be that bad,

But I know that no matter what happens till the end,

The three of us were once and forever the best of friends!

I guess things will turn out to be extreme wierd right now,

Sooner or later we still have to clear this mess.

But now is not the right time to solve it,

When we ourselves are now in a clean state of mind.

Do take care alrights? I just dont wanna see you hurt!

The past of the three of us were beautiful memories,

Thats I'm sure will stay in our hearts and minds.

Today's post in our blog's are all link though,

I hope things will become the way it was before.

ps: have the trust in me, pleaseeeee! ):

2008-03-02T22:24:00.004+08:00

Hello! I've found a nice blogskin, But I'm so lazy to change it.
I think I'm going to change it tomorrow if im not lazy. :D
Okay, the last of whole week was the COMMON Test week,
I'm almost dying from it like totally, ahduh lah! D:
And this coming week is chinese, pure geog, emaths!
And the next week is March holidays already, Wheeeeeee~
I flunk both my humnaities, I suck in that like alot!
And I hope I'll pass my amaths common test, oh pleaseee!
I'm going to flunk my physics too, it's effing hard lah!

You guys wanna know something? :D
LESTER CHEE KEONG YEW IS BAD D:
Cause he lied to me ): damn you, fat pig!

Had sort off a clique outing today with leo, joyce, qz, kel & ning.
Bestfriend couldnt make it like last minute D: cries.
We watch the 'the eye' and joyce and I scarem like some shit.
The whole threate only with our screams (scary uh) -.-

Joyce: Why the cinema no one screaming exept us?
Me: Cause they are all not real !
Joyce: *Freaked out*
And I laugh like some shit :D

Ohwell, somehow you're damn irritating at times.
You're an attitude kind of bastard shit.
I somehow hate you now & ever already.
I guess you're just an ordinary friend. -.-

2008-02-03T15:48:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE BESTFRIEND, I'll NEVER FORGET THIS.
You said you shed tears for this friendship in your blog,
You sure you really did? Did she shed even more than mine.
I creid all the way once I step out of tution still i found my mother.
And also all the way to town with yanying and weikang.
Everyone was looking at me with my tears all over my face.
I even shed tears during tution while doing amaths.
And what were you doing? Taking it as nothing happen!
How would you feel if I tell you that we're bff for the name,
We're only bff for the name, within last year all around.
WHo was there fot you the most of the time,
Who was there to help you when you needed,
Who was there to help you settle stuffs in class.
So you're trying ot tell me that all this things happens,
Are all just fake and just for the sake of it.
What are bestfriend's in the midst of your eyes?
Just the name of it that's all. no feelings?
You were even more than just a bff, like my sister.
And now you tell me that we're just for name of it.
When someone just mention to me bout you?
Tears just filled up in my eyes like totally D:
Who even cares, my mum said that I was dumb.
Cause I cried for our friendship lah,
I even got reprimanded by her in public.
But I still continued crying cos you meant alot to me.
No offence but I think I cry even more for you than him.
It seems like everyone is on your side,
And all the blames falls on my side now.
Yah of course luh, you know alot of people what.
I've no idea how I'm gonna face you anymore,
But I think I'll just shed a tear once I see you.
I cant take the pain of this anymore.
EVen when I'm typing this post now,
My eyes is even filled with tears.
WOuld you even be botherd, I guess not.
If only you cared, things wouldnt be like this anymore.

And I guess even if one day I'll just die,
I doubt you would even come to see me for the last time.
All you would say is " I dont give a damn'.
I'll take my last breath and say 'I'll miss you bestfriend'.

What I wrote on Joyce tagboard, to reply her tag on my blog.
I told her to f off cos I dont wna feel the hurt anymore, she shed tears bout this friendship. it's quite impossible, when she cant even be botheredf at all. stop talking bout it already.
I'm sad bout it too, I said ot her that I wouldnt shed a tear anymore, but it's totally impossible uh. when I lost my bestfriend? MY BFF LEH! friendship broken, she meant everything to me
If i didnt even talk to her bout it, she'll just take it as nothing happening. what's with all those reasons, I dont see a point. she dont treat me as her bff anymore, i've hsed enough tears bout it.
Own group of friends, when did I even tag with e5 people after school? I left her alone, to be straightforward she dont care bout me. Is only because I ask her bout it. thats why she bother.
I didnt said that we always have to stick together. but at least some time together.w hen did ytou even see us together after school or before school? NONE!

2008-02-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hello, Okay back from sec 3 camp like damn long already.
I've successfully finish performing for 'the little prince' :D
Okay, let's just make this post short and sweet luh!
Sec 3 camp was not that fun, average only.
Performance was practically great for all shows!
And of course, I love all of you all luh x3
There's another dance on 16.02.08 callled VOC!
It's a public performance at dont know where,
But I'll be performing dance :D :D :D

Firstly, to bestfriend.
Okay, I dont know what is happening between us.
Ever since this year started, you ps me like totally.
Just cause you get into that class right,
You've changed like totally okay!
I seriously have no idea what is going on,
And I dont know why arent you explaining!
Yes, if you dont treat me as your bestf anymore.
Please just say it out luh okay?
I dont wanna see myself suffering like some shit,
If you just wanna keep silence forever,
I guess I'll just take it that friendship broken.
You cant even be bothered bout this friendship,
It tells me that 'IT MEANS NOTHING TO YOU'!
Now I get the full picture already out of this shit,
YOU DONT CARE BOUT THIS AT ALL LAH!
All you care bout is your class people now,
Your bestfriend die already is it?
I'm not transparent for your info luh!
Everyone asking e why aint I with you,
What you expect me to tell them uh?
Ask weiting uh, she bo chap me already, why?
Because of her class people now uh,
and she cant be bothered with her bff.
I cant take any further of this anymore,
Speak out what's in your mind luh! -.-

Yes, I'm pissed of now like totally.
I feel like breaking down and cry now.
Everything is not going right at all.
I just wanna cry everything out? D:
I hate valentine's! -.-

It seems like whatever i do always goes wrong,
Things never ever going right.
Guide along the way anyone?
Fwah, I'm sad D:

2008-01-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello Hello Hello !

The last time I blog was at school last week,
And I practically so lazy to blog at home.
This time round is not forced at all,
But I suddenly seem to have the feeling too.
Blahblahblahs, WHATEVER :D

I've got something to talk bout the musical,
I'm not trying to make it very open or whatever.
But I just dont like it when we're all soka people,
And we're doing these kinds of hypocractic stuffs.
The worst is we're doing behind one another back!
Come on uh, I htink that it's just time to grow up,
All already sec 3 liao luh, or even sec 4 & 5's!
You all started the games first in the first place,
We're just playing along to let the ball roll.
Dont you guys think that it;s time to put a stop?
I dont wish for it to affect any part of this musical,
As I hope that it would turn to become a SUCCESS!
I'm sure each & everyone of us would hope for that!
Let's jusrt clear all of those craps uh :D

(Hey people, There's a performance on 26 & 27 jan,
On the 26 is at 2pm and 7pm, 27 is at 2pm,
The venue is at Tampines Street 81, SSA,
Next to the community centre alright?
People who are interested please do come okay!
Shermaine is PERFORMING lah, COME! :D )

I've not ben contacting both you-know-who & playboy!
It seems like things are worsen or better leh?
I dont understand both situations now luh.
You-know-who seems so busy with his stuffs,
I think I'm like starting to miss him now ):
WHATEVER, Ohfuck what should I do now!
Playboy seems so flirt now totally okay,
He doesnt even contacts me anymore.
Take me as what, think you __ Big uh? -.-
I'll just ignore the next time I see you!
And for the chalet, you aint invited anymore! -.-
Just fuck off, until you learn how to cherish people!

Went for the junior's match today at kallang,
I thouight I head for mszan's encouragement.
But in the end, all I got was scolds&shouts!
i'm sorry mszan & netballers to all,
I dont think I can hold out any further anymore.
I hope you all will forgive me alright,
If I have chosen to quit okay?!
Since he does not even want to see me at all,
Maybe I should just fuckoff for forever? ):
Thanks Huishan, Jamie, Minpei & Leonard :D

There's Sec 3 camp this wednesday to friday luh!
Ohmygosh, My bag is like not big enough at all,
anyone got DC bag can lend me for camp?
I dont like my grouping at all for this camp,
I can just say that I'm not looking forward.
Anyway, I'll hope I'll have fun!
Miss me people, toodles! :D

ZOMGOSH! I'll be spenduing the whole day at ICA.
Firstly is for the CNY performace trng,
And later is for Musical trng luh! -.-
I think I'll just be damn dead beat okay!
yay! Seeing the soka cliques again!
:D :D :D :D :D :D

I suddenly miss AK cliques like damn alot uh,
Especially those few people we usually meet up.
We;ll meet up after Issac comes back from NY luh!
Take care luh all of you okay! Loves x3

I got to go already uh, mother nagging liao.
Toodles people, sorry never reply tags!
Byebye! I hae hypocraits! :D

2008-01-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm now in the computer lab :D
Doing some stupid chinese typing or whatsoever -.-
We come all the way from class to here :
And we're typing the pledge in chinese -.-
It's the world's most stupid thing I've done.
And now Chenying wants us to put in on blog.

So here is my chinese pledge :

"公民信约开国元勋拉惹勒南在 1966 年写成。中文翻译是：“我们是新加坡公民，
誓愿不分种族、言语、宗教，团结一致，建设公正平等的民主社会，并为实现国家之幸福，
繁荣与进步，共同努力。”

英文原文则是新加坡男女老少非常熟悉的："We the citizens of Singapore, pledge ourselves as one united people, regardless of race, language or religion, to build a democratic society, based on justice and equality, so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation."

This prove that I'm a good Singaporean,
I'll can memorise the pledge in chinese & english :D
Know something, I'm a National Day Baby! [:
Any presents or surprise ?
I'll shall stop over here bout this dumb shit.

Okay, I'm contacting back with you-know-who,
So far only bff & michelle knows :D
She is just sitting beside me,
She cheater bug luh, so random :D
Your appearance let me have a confused feelings now.
I'm stuck in between again, as usual! ._.
Shit it man, oh my gosh larhs! HOW?!
I wrote bestfriend a random letter today,
And she got it wet luh, dumbshit!
She still haven't msg me when she said she want.
Gagagagagagagags! I hate you today -.-
And I so hate someone now, like totally.
I think that you're just an uber childish shit,
You're like a two-sided kind of person,
One day, i'm sure everyone will see your true colours!
May your retribution fall on you someday!

WHATEVER :D
Got to go already, Chenying suck!
She ask us to off computer now!
Tralalalalalas ~

I'm faster than MICHELLE CHIN :D
She's so damn retarded ! [:

2008-01-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hello, it's the 5th day of school today in the year of 2008.
My form teacher is Mr Poon LW, he's nice & funny!
I'm sitting next to Woo Yi Jia in class :D
And I miss CorinChua & JoeySoo! D:
No more zilian-ing in class, no more screams.
Oh gosh, they both in same class and I'm alone D:

I haven't been blogging for ages because ..
Previously my computer broke down,
And plainly cause if laziness though.
I've just made a livejournal account today,
But it's not ready yet so too bad.
Anyway, I need to thanks RuthYang for customizing.
Sweetie, I love you larhs! :D

School these days are absolutely damn boring,
I cant bear the chance to sleep anymore,
I cant bear to skip class totally,
I cant do what U do in Sec 2 D:
Oh gosh, Sec 3 is so damn suckish okay ._.
First 5 days of schools is already stess D:
I really wonder if I can hold out for 2 years ._.
And I wanna seat at the back next to the door,
But my class is so shit that they dont wna change D:
Anyway who cares, I'll try to change with them!

Dad sent me to school today around 710am,
Went to Mama and than to school as usual.
Talk, Lessons, Assembly was uber boring D:
Had lunch at bedok's long john's today,
With Ting, Zhan, Brad, Nic, Kairul, CC, Peier.
I thought brad how to do Maths today :D
Study hard and dont mix with the wrong company :D
Hang out with us after school more often okay?

Anyway, I cant wait for this saturday luh.
There's a meaning behind this :D
See you this saturday uh retard!

Anyway something happen not long ago,
Ohgosh, you're totally such a bitch okay!
Just cause you can dance well or the best,
Don't criticize others who cant dance -.-
If you want to do a comparison,
Make it a fair one luh bitch!
Dont go around spreading to everyone,
And join forces with others luh,
That is practically fuck childish!
Time to grow up bitch -.-

2007-11-24T22:54:00.001+08:00

Okay I didnt blog on friday so I shall blog today.
Friday I woke up really late I guess so luh.
Get ready and everything and I was late again!
Was on phone with bff that I forgot to leave house,
Lol, and yeah met her @parkway bus stop.
We walked around just looking at clothes,
Than headed off to have our lunch & bbt. [:
We walked around and around again,
And off to toliet to slack till going 5 bah.
Soon later 5 I went for my english tution,
And bff went off to changi to help her dad [:
Okay I'll only be seeing bff on tuesday luh!
Bestfriend, I Miss You luh ]:
After tution had dinner with mother & sister
Than off to NTUC ot get some stuff luh,
And than home sweet home :D

I woke up damn late today almost going 12 luh,
Than was on phone with bestfriend for 30mins.
Had spaghetti and mushroom soup for brunch luh [:
Than was suppose to go for flint outing today de lorh,
I was suppose to meet fann & eunice on bus 10.
But their bus actually broke down at siglap -.-
Cause if late cant go for flint already luh.
The meeting time today was 2 and we're late.
So I didnt meet them & they went home too.
I went off to NICKI's house to play?
Watch tv, prank call people, & many more.
Yeah though we're not close already,
But afterall you're still my dearest mei x3
Home on bus 40 cause I was lazy to walk home.
Had my dinner and I used computer till now lorh.
And tomorrow is NICKI's birthday [:

Reply of tags here,
Joyce: Hello, yeah everything is fine already. what bout yours? [:
Liangyu: Yeah, hahahahahaha!
Pan: And I saw Pan today too. :D
Minpei: Hello HO MIN PEI! (:
Cristy: Who're you?
WM: Hello Friend (:

2007-11-22T15:05:00.000+08:00

lkApparently again I'm rotting at home today again! ._.
Woke up and immediately use computer only.
Watch drama series from morning till now luh.
Okay, Bestfriend ps me and went town with her mom.
I'm meeting her tomorrow at parkway parade,
And she'd better come if not I'm so killing her.
She said she's calling me when she reach home,
Holy Mama, you'd better call me luh :D
Alright I shall go bathe now already,
I'm meeting bf at grandlink [:
Blog again when I'm back.

*edits.
Okay back from grandlink with bf luh.
Well I think everything is back to normal [:
And bestfriend is busy again @dad shop ._.
Nothing much already, ciaos!

2007-11-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, Boring day today luh like totalyyyyyyy!
Morning woke up quite early went for breakfast with mom.
Than rotted at home with maid and nothing to do at all.
LOL, I watched taiwan drama series all the way only.
And up till now I'm still watching taiwan drama series [:
Okay, something cropped up again between bf & me.
I'm just very very very very tired! ]:
Bestfriend where are you? I need help! ._.
I wanna go out tomorrow though,
I think I'm meeting bestfriend again! :D
Goodnights, Ciaos!

And if you really wanna put tattoo on your body,
Do all your wish for I got no comments already!
I dont even what on earth should I do now?
There's only two option I guess? ._.

Reply of tags here,
Brad: Yeah you guess it right, but it is obvious though.
Hsinray: Okay, You're welcome!
Weiting: Lol, you this snail luh ._.
Joyce: You plan already than you tell me bout it? :D
Weiting: Lol, don't deny your actions. Face the music [:

2007-11-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

I woke up damn early in the morning today for no reasons,
And I made a very bad dream bout me and bf okay.
Well maybe cause I was meeting him today, I guess?
Okay it was like we had a bad quarrel and we fell out,
Apparently break up and we'd turn to strangers.
I called bestfriend to tell her bout that very bad dream,
And she said it would not come true in real life,
Cause she says whatever I dream dont come true at all.

And I had piano lessons today from 2 -3 in the afternoon,
Later met bestfriend, leo, qingzhan and bf at petal.
Yeah ohwell something happen at petal between bf & me.
Okay, I really dont know how to say or to face you bah.
After that headed to century square for dinner w/o ting.
Her mother bad mood immediately ask her to go home -.-
Leo and qingzhan kept forcing me to finish my food luh,
I dont know why and I've got a small stomach okay!
Walked around busy looking for nicki present all around,
Went over to tampines mall still looking for present.
Headed off to arcade cause they wants to drive car luh.
Went over to mini toons to get two sticks of sweets though,
And than later I trained home alone, & on phone with bff.

Yay! Will be meeting joyce boyfriend very soon already!
I miss her like some ABCDEFG's okay, outing [:
I'm sure we're gonna camwhore though, yeah picture!
Havent been camwhoring these days cos ting look jiao -.-
Well okay, I wanna watch bratz, fred claus and enchanted luh!
I think should be watching with qingzhan, leo and bestfriend [:
Should I go out with leo&zhan or should I stay home tomorrow?
Let me consider again den, hahahahahaha!

To Qingzhan, cheer up luh you blur guy!
As you said liking someone is tiring right?
So since you like her it's tiring too.
You should just take things easy okay?
Friends forever okay? :D

To dearest boyfriend, I'm really sorry bout today!
Okay many things happen again between us luh.
We exchanged letters today supposingly yah,
Yeah things turn out to be worse than I thought.
After reading yout letter that you worte for me,
My heart sank totally luh, ahhhhhhh!
All those bout army thing and everything else,
I just dont get it is the phrase that I use luh.
I practically dont know how to face you just now,
Yeah I know I'm just a useless girlfriend afterall.
No matter what, I'll still love you. <3

And I just realise that I havent been replying tags,
Cause Shermaine Kim is very very the LAZY !
Okay I'll reply tags from tomorrow onwards,
Which means those who tag me today & tomorrow.
Goodnights & ciaos people ! :D

2007-11-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, back to blog after a period of time again.
Well I don't really have much to blog though.
I'm updating cause of BradleyHengKokPing :D
Btw, Cheer up okay? It's something you need to accept.
Just put in extra effort next year, and for O levels luh!
And I'm sure and I believe that you can do it.
So please really study very very very hard okay!
No matter what, friends forever :D
Nothing much has happen these days exept a few,
Not really everyday going out or what-so-ever luh.
It's just out with bff, out with mom, home, soka activity.
Had many soka activities lately till I'm very tired luh!
Wait I'll have dance practices, flint meeting and den audition.
Practically just busy over the last whole week though.

Here I would clearly like to say what happen on 17 november,
It's to prove to someone that I did not do it on purpose at all.
I woke up at around like 11 going to 12 noon, I guess?
Bathe and prepare everything cause I've got flint.
And I had my lunch before I left house to meet fann.
We bus on 10 together to syc and we were late luh!
Had flint test, gm mr oh talk to us, rhq talk.
Immediately after that I rush down all the way to ica.
It was already like going to 630 already luh.
And all the way I didnt even eat or drink okay!
Trained from outram to tampines, damn tired.
Rush down to ica like some eff up shit okay.
Met with jovelle and minhui had dance practise.
We left at around going to 9 I think so luh.
When I was bout to leave, I msged bf to call me.
It was too late for him to leave house for tam inter.
I mute his phone to ask them what to do now, thats all!
Trained home with them and I bus home on 76.
Bf called me when I just alighted from the bus luh.
Talked to me all the way till my family came home.
Many things happen during the long talk I guess luh.
I just want to make this thing very the clear okay!
I really didnt plan all this that happen today,
And than not meeting you in the end okay!
Please get the facts clear before asking anything.
I talked on phone with bestfriend once I'm home.
I'm just like a lost sheep out of no where okay!
Bathe and everything, and msg bf that I'm sleeping.

This was what happen on the 18 november okay.
I woke up at 10plus when bestfriend morning called me,
Bathe and prepare everything when to meet jovelle and jasper.
We bus on 70 to go to concorse to get the hats for audition,
And later we bus on 10 to syc to meet yingxin and minhui.
We practice dance there all the way till around 3 going 4.
Than we bus on 10 to tbsc for the audition at 4 plus.
We waited for our turn after fred's group finish theirs luh.
After that bus on 145 again to vivo the bus stop.
All of them pei-ed me to wait for my parents at bus stop.
Home with parents and off with mum to long beach.
Went for Ndp Rd A5 dinner sort of called a gathering.
Crap all the way with retarded roufang & minling luh.
Roufang slippers came off suddenly out of no reasons okay,
It was like no link at all, minling & I laugh like some shit.
Home at around 11 going to 12 in the midnight luh,
I immediately called bestfriend cause I promise her :D
Firstly we talked bout her stuffs first and than mine.
And than I went to bathe after 30 minutes, I guess?
Okay, than later bf call me and we talk.
Not long later gup the phone and I'm in lala land [:

I dont really wish to say what happen on the 17 nov,
I dont wanna make things worse or what-so-ever okay!
I dont like restrictions and to be control over luh.
I have my own life and you have yours right?
You cant change my lifestyle or my friends okay.
They are also everything to me just like you.
Everyone is fair and not biased over or something luh.
Please I dont know how to explain any further than this.
Just read the letter reflect on it than talk to me again.

Note specially dedictaed to my bestfriend:
Hey I really cannot thank you enough for those you've done,
You have done plenty of things for me already,
Which I cant ask for anymore further than this.
But all I wanna say is I appreciate all those you've done!
I'm serious! Bestfriends forever okay? :D
Yay! I'm finally seeing you tomorrow again!

2007-11-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, celebration ytd birthday today.

Happy Birthday Dearest Grandma! [:

I'm just lazy to blog nowadays, idk why.

Btw, Thank hxinray for editing skin. [:

He's a great blogger you know,

Visit his blog @ http://www.hxinray.blogspot.com/

Just a simple post about ytd and today.

Yesterday had grandma birthday celebration,

It was simply just downstairs my house.

My Grandma is finally 68 years old [:

Bestfriend and leo bus-ed down to my house,

And than later we cab all the way to petal.

All cause I need to pass DVDs to *ahem.

Lol, Okay I miss you luh! ]:

Why must you go for chalet uhhhhh,

And it is 4days 3 nights luhhh.

Quickly go home, loves <3

Went to tampines library with leo, ting, zhan.

I managed to borrow two books okay!

Bubbletea and arcade to see leo drive car ._.

Finally home sweet home!

Today I went out with bestfriend to town,

We supposed time to meet is 1230 but turn to 1.
Yeah as said, I'm famous for being late [:

Than we train to town and went to taka,

Job application thing practically failed -.-

Walked around and we were efff bored.

Trained to vivo in the end, whereless to go.

And headed to long john for dinner,

Than we went home luh, lame.

No place to go luh, bored just the 2 of us?

Okay, I'm going to sleep already.

Tata people, sweet dreams! [:

2007-11-10T14:31:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm finally back from Class Chalet luh!
Okay I'm so gonna missed 2e2 luh! ]:
Especially those that stayed overnight okay,
Only all those that we cramped up in 2 beds,
Watching movies late in the night,
Crapping in midnight till dawn.
Just all those that stand together no matter what,
Corin, Hweechieh, Kaiyun, Jenny, Izzat, Sufian,
Andrew, Weicheng, Shinju, Jianen, John.
These are liked the main few people luh! [:
We actually reliased many things during the chalet,
We are a united class okay!
Though we dont really appear to be one luh,
But no matter what we're still united okay!
Can we open another class chalet again?
I really cant bear to see us seperated okay!
Once we're getting closer as a class,
It's the time that we're gonna get seperated?
What the fuck luh, I'm so gonna miss 2e2 ]:

IY2e2'07 [:

2007-11-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

And Shermaine will only be back to blogging on Friday night?

I hope so luh, okay! Class Chalet from tomorrow till friday. We're gonna meet at 11:30 am in the morning at bedok interchange!And I'm so gonna post many many pictures bout class chalet luhhhhh! I Love My Class 2 Express 2 luh! :D

2007-11-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, My sister graduated from K2 today.

Woken up by my parents at like 755am luh.

I stayed till in bed till like 830am okay;

I just couldnt get out of my bed luh! ._.

Went for early morning breakfast with them,

Big Prawn noodles at Kallang Wet Market! Zz.

Went all the way to Tampines CC to watch,

I almost fell asleep there luh okayyyy! ._.

Went to bedok for lunch with grandmother.

And I know that I got into 3e3 luh _!_

Fag luh okay, I wanted to go into 3e2 luh!

Well but since I dont see a point opting either,

So I dont think I'm opting luh okay? ._.

BradleyHengKokPing & JohnTayZhiMing

All the best for your appeals to my class [:

Lets hope we can be in the same class than!

I'm looking for a blogskin now luh!

And I just cant seem to find one that I like ._.

LOL, okay I hope I can go out tomorrow!

Having a day-out with Bestfriend I think?

Down to Queensway and than to Bugis! [:

2007-10-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

I really got nothing to post about today. I'm just not in the best of mood to do anything. I'm just having a lazing around life everyday. Okay, holidays are uber making me boring luh. Having nothing to do, or nothing having for me to do. Every morning wake up, breakfast if not is just lazing around at home? I dont have many friends you know, who actually have the same interests? I'm just a fucking loner luh. ._. I wanna have enthu friends who have the same interests as me. I lost my old bestfriend luh! Having to hang out with old bestfriend is uber fun okay, cause we used to go petal slack and do all kinds of stupid lame shit stuff. Playing basketball and everything. All of us seems to have our own group of friends already? Yeah I mean I do agree that friends come and go. But it is really not easy to find a good friend that do any nonsense shit with you? Like taking retarded pictures and everything? Of course, there are many friends outside there, But who actually treat you as a good friend. Thats the thing that everyone suspects a friendship? And there are many friendship problems out there too. I miss those times when I used to go down to petal and play basketball slack and every sort of shit. But having those days back is just like an impossible task to be fufil? Fuck luh! Can I like have my old life back? It seems even more interesting than how my life is now? No offence, but just yeah. This post does not really pins point at anyone or something. Hey bestfriend if you happen to read this post, please don't feel anything alright? I'm just happen to blog how I'm feeling at this very moment? No matter what, we're still bestfriends [: If only I dare to speak up to my old bestfriend now, I doubt things will be in this way now. Seeing how she spents her life everyday makes me like remember the past?

But the thing is I wanna know what are bestfriends for? i know that bestfriend do stupid things together like taking jiao pictures and whatever shit. It is like they seem to have the same interest and everything? But who can I actually find? I know I used to have such a bestfriend, friends come and go. Fag! i just dont even know how to describe what I'm feeling right now? I just find that my life is just so meaningless okay! ]':

2007-10-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

Starting with yesterday post firest den! :D

Hello, And I'm back from Flint and dinner at vivo.
Well had tution early in the morning today at 10.
Okay I wasn't late this time round okayyyy!
Learnt more about trigometrical shit -.-
Headed on bus 10 with Eunice to Soka Youth Centre.
Reach SYC at 2 plus, met the rest as well.
Cheryl, dillon, darren, eunice and me.
And slowly the rest came to meet up.
I did two slide bout relation and latent effect.
Our group presentation did quite okay though.
And fag, yeah Benjamin Hum didnt go ytd.
He had to go mediacorp for some shooting luh.
After meeting, Group 5 with huixian, zhihang, evan
We went for dinner at vivo at food republic.
LOL. I ate damn slow, as per normal luh.
Train home with Cheryl, eunice and evan.
We were damn retarded okay.
Made alot of noise in the train, centre attracition.
We laugh like nobody's business okay,
And everyone look at us with that kind of eyes.
I alighted first at Paya Lebar, on phone with ting.
She pei-ed me chat all the way till I reach home,
Btw, Thank you Bestfriend ! [:
Computer the whole night till sleep.
Talking bout chalet on december 3,4,5.
Shermaine, Weiting, Leonard, Bradley, Chiachern,
Qingzhan, Yuexing, Minpei, Denise, Kelmond.
But now we're looking for people to book luh,
No one is union member here = sian luh.
No member is damn expensive luh.
Maybe can ask from Corin, lol.
Lol. there is many chalet to go this time round luh.
Class chalet on 7,8,9 november.
Jean's Birthday on 31,1,2 oct, nov.
Nicki's Birthday on 24,25 nov.
Gruop chalet maybe on 3,4,5 december.
HAHAHA. Yeah fun fun fun [:

And now about today's post luh.
Woke up at 10 plus in the morning.
Went off to parkway parade with my mother,
And I saw Theresa Teng, Campus Superstar 1.
Ohmygod, She's damn F pretty okay.
Everyone kept looking at him, including me.
But her sister is like damn F ugly luh.
LOL, so much difference between them.
Headed off to fetch my sister at katong mall.
Than headed home to look for brother and father.
We went to Clarke Quay, Central for Japanese food. :D
Yummy Yummy! Traditional Ramen Noodles!
But it's damn expensive luh, one bowl = $ 12.
Walked around the shopping mall next to it.
Dad bought two shirt, mother bought 1 shirt.
And Shermaine bought 3 shorts! :D
It total cost like 49.90 after 50% less.
I'm damn pro in spending money okay.
Came home and read this book ' Toto Chan '
I happened to find it at home today,
So I thought I had just read it luh.
Phone with Bestfriend for awhile,
We talked about the language we speak.
Cause I speak more english than chinese.
While she speaks more chinese than english.
So we're like the opposite luh, okayyyyy!
I didn't eat dinner today, cause I'm damn full.
Okay I'm really sorry to *ahem ahem* ]':

Lol. Tomorrow I need go dad's office to work luh.
Which is typign some stupid stugg to computer.
But nevermind I still got pay de okay.
Which is like five dollars per hour luh.
Not that bad, he said I need go tomorrow.
If not can't go out during holidays luh,
Ohmy, So I need to go work what. lol.

Okay, I got to go already. Read my book!
Reply of tags tomorrow than!
I'm very lazy today luh, I'm sorry!
Bye Bye people! [:

And you know what, I miss ruthyang!
Fag luh, no ruth no laughter okayy!
Everytime see her in school makes me laugh,
No school means no more laughing all the day.
Ohgod, I'm so gonna meet her really soonnnn! [:

2007-10-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

Shermaine is gonna blog everyday again.
Back to the old schedule already [:
I'll try my very best to blog everyday luh.
Cause I'm going to keep my blog alive!

It was the last day of school today,
And it was use the hand campaign day.
Heartattack, Stress, Uno games.
Common recess, canteen pack luh!
Went up to Bestfriend's class,
Brad, Leo, Chiachern, Nicholas there.
Arguements and discussions were made.
Well, I was damn piss off over there.
All only know how to think for DJ luh.
And no one thinks for my bestfriend! -.-
Of course, Naturally I would be piss!
DJ is just some F pervertic shit guy okay.
Do becareful of this guy here man,
He can just follow you till toliet,
Secretly follow you home,
Taking pictures of you when you dont notice,
Looking for your pictures on people phone,
Sending to his own handphone,
And just go less than 5cm from your face just to say a bye!
Ohmygod, Careful people! [:

Than there was this bitch which is BS -.-
She shouted at me for no F reasons okay.
Just cause she like DJ luh, So what?
I don't bloody give a damn alright.
Have you ever fely what my BFF would feel,
You said that you understand how she feels.
Come on luh, Dont talk shit okay!
Dont act that you know, when you dont -.-
You said we didnt spare a thought for DJ feelings,
Than what about my bestfriend?
Of course you think of DJ luh,
You loveeee him like so F what -.-
Grow up luh just over a lil things,
You can just cry like there is no tomorrow -.-
You wont know how my BFF feels,
When no one even wanna take your picture.
Ohmygod, I think the phone will corode -.-
Lol, No offence here but im just damn piss.
Two words to describe my bestfriend's class :
' CHILDISH SHIT ' _!_
If I were in that class in sec one,
I would have died long ago.
I will hate it like some F shit luh,
F up class, childish students!

Use your hands campaign started off,
Scrub table like some F shit luh.
Damn hard to scrub it off okay,
When it just get sip into the table -.-
Started to walk around and everything,
Totally slacked for me okayy!
Went to look for bestfriend and ruthyang!
Thank you Ruth for lending me a listening ear,
You made me feel better after saying out.
You're always there for me okay,
That I'm very touched babe [:
Went back class, And was on phone.
Gotten back my report book,
Well one word which is ' SUCK ' .
My overall was only like 62 %,
Class position is 19/38,
Level postion is 103/223.
Fag Fag Fag! ]':
Went off with bestfriend to reservoir,
We sat there and talk bout the incident.
Soon John, Shinju and Peier came over,
Talk bout craps with the guys,
And incident with Peier luh.
Okay I'm still very pissed,
I kept screaming like siaoooooooo! :D

Went off to bestfriend house,
Talk to her mother, sister, brother.
I like going her house okay,
It makes me feel very happyyy!
Trained home to paya lebar,
Bus on 135 to bus stop.
Bathe and everything,
I watch teveeee all day long.
Simply just rotting in front of it,
There was nothing to do luh.
Some stuffs hapeen along that time,
And I don't wish to say here.
It just makes me sad,
I doubt you will even care bout me ]':
Went off to parkway with my mummyyyy!
Walk around and I didnt get anything okay.
Fag, bought Shaoxuan Birthday present only.
And home for dinner with my sister.

So many classes having BBQ at East Coast Park now,
1E3, 2E5, 2E6, 2A1, 2A2 . -.-
Which makes me feel bored okay,
Cause it's class so I cant go, Fag!
I wanna talk to bestfriend now luh,
I'm sad she's gonna cheer me up, I hope!

Replys to tag here, I replied some only luhhh!

WEYAN[:: HEY!(: welll yuo finally saw me just now yeahs, hahahha(: so wont miss me alreadly lurhs(:
♥: HAHA. Yeah like finally luh!

JOHN: WAH SO MANY LES HERE?
♥: Lol. I think you think too much already luh. -.-

'Jojo*(;: Shermaine. Jovelle here. (: link me http://thy-lilpromise.blogspot.com
♥: Hello Jovelle! I Miss you! Oh sure [:

ruth: wei auntie, you never say you miss me. i first time tag you right? cause my computer can't see you tagboard -____- i'm in school tagging, so can tag. hah! love you girl. Hi weiting * waves * i love shermaine too lah. kid.
♥: Cause I just recently mix with you what. Okay I Love You too, RuthYang! :D

Kimberly: Its rolling stones not tongue lah. Alamak! Th things you want yeah/ Hahaha
♥: Oops! I dont know uh, I'm a nood B)

WEITING:D: When did i in need of $$ when i dont even know? lol. why cannot ask other book? -.- whats with the last part? -.- i shall just kill you luh. & whats with the i have no ba taste? erhem* then what about ___. you keep saying me ehh . & you make me sounds as if im a pig . im spamming your blog with tags, i where got forget you? ): is you luh . i wanna go chalet lehhhs. you say that im invited! (: yeahs? (: im not in need of $$ but i wanna work luh. (:
♥: Lol. Whatever luh. Dont deny luh, admt the fact. Face The Music! [:

hweechieh :]: i'm so gonna miss you too! hamsterrr shermaine :[ i'll miss the times when we say things to 'suan' corin together xD wahahs!
♥: No more Hweechieh = Sad ]': I'll miss you like some F shit okayyy!

CORIN:D: can you fucking update? i'm going to be so cruel. but, love me for that. [:
♥: What! I F updated already. You just didnt read onlyyy!

jean♥: helllo dearie ! i miss you :D hoho.
♥: Hello Sweetie! I Miss You, See you on your chalet! [:

FARHANNA: hello. nice skin :D relink me? http://with-nodoubts.blogspot.com
♥: Yeah Thank you! Sure!

Male Tortoise: harlo! I Miss You!
♥: Fag! I Miss You like some ABCDEFG's now! ]':

Tashyra: Hey Shermaaaaaine [: Relink me yea? www.merelyspastic.blogspot.com
♥: Helloooooooo. Sure

jueyu♥: dearie, i miss you loads(: yes, our day out is reaching sooooon! ;D
♥: Dearie! Yeah, Hurry plan lurhs! [:

sokkan <3:>www.kann-deadheartt.blogspot.com
♥: Yeah sure! You too, Take Care!

And there is tution tomorrow at 10am
Afetr that I'm having flint again! :D
Which means I can see Benjamin Hum again,
Like after so damn long okay!
I got a feeling we doing presentation tomorrow,
Ohwell, Fag luh. Idk what's happening!
Nights people! Sweet dreams! [:

2007-10-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hello. Haven't been posting for ages luh.
Okay glad to see many tags though. [:
Thank you for all those who keep tagging!
Well all this while many things happen.
Exams are finally over long ago.
And the results aint that productive either.
Well which is something that is very bad luh.
Cause low grade means no psp, and all the ex stuff.
And all these comes from father and not mother.
All cause of my science grade which is 50.5 ! -.-
And I don't get all these stuffs okay.
Worst till, I don't even think got pocket money :/
I'm urgently in need of money okay ! ]:
And of course for job also luh.
I only work for high pay jobs okay.
At least like $5 and above or something.
If not I would rather not work there,
But in my dad's office luh. -.-

Dad's office provide ..
Firstly I know it is easy job just keying in stuff.
Secondly I know that the pay is like 5 bucks.
Thirdly I know is better than working outside.
Fourthly Mother can send me there too
Fifthly all meals are provided also

But I don't wanna work cause ..
Firstly I know it wont be fun at all, total loner.
Secondly I wanna work with friends luh.
Thirdly I know if i work there, no time to go out luh.
Fourthly I wanna learn to be independent.
Fifthly I wanna experience how hard is job outside.

Okay I'm gonna chiong work with bestfriend!
We both are in need of money okay?
Anyone nice enough to donate :D
Lol. I'm just being retarded!
Don't really need to bother about me -.-

I officially went to school today luh.
All cause of the class chalet thingy.
I pon school on monday and wednesday.
Went school today, total boredness.
Corin and I kept pon-ing class today.
Cause I dont feel like going back to class.
Well, I'm like so wierd today -.-
Collected alot of money today,
I can just go shopping okay!
We collected like going to 300 luh.
Isn't that cool? Corin and I are rich :D
Roamed around school again.
Corin says I have a rich girl face?
I'm wondering Do I have one?
Maybe and maybe not luh.
LOL. Is it a good thing or bad thing? :/

After school I went to corin house.
I went her house for nothing luh.
In the end we didnt go book chalet.
Cause need 18 years old okay. -.-
Damn it right? Stupid rule or law!
Than I bus-ed home on 30 luh.
Came home bathe and blahs.
Oh my, I realised how much I look like a kid -.-
Well, having a kid face isn't that bad !
I think that it is quite cool okay.
Though I don't look like a Sec 2 luh.
But does it really matter? NO.
Lol. I'm just being a random kid today :/

Homed I called Bestfriend, She was sleeping luh!
So I talked to her sister, Chia Wei Yan!
We talked bout craps and shits -.-
And Chia Wei Ting didnt wake up okay! >:[
Stupid shit luh, she always sleeps -.-
You everyday confirm hear her say she wanna sleep.
I got a retarded Bestfriend okay! :D
Actually I pity myself too luh,
She always smack my stomach,
And I smack her face!
Bestfriends do stupid things together,
And of course being retarded [:

I wanna go run and exercise luh.
I wanna be very very skinny luh.
I wanna have small and slim legs.
I wanna go look for jobs luh.
I wanna go buy many things luh.
I wanna do plenty of stuffs luh.

FAG !

My class having chalet on 7,8,9 november.
It is at downtown east luh.
Yeah okay I'm waiting for that day.
And of course, I'll be staying overnight!
And I'm going for Jean's class chalet on 31 october.
Well, I'm wondering if I should ton or not.
Corin and Rae going together as well.
But I don't know rae at all luh -.-
But I still miss Jean Min ]:
I wanna see her luh, so long no see.
Corin and I bought you a present! [:

Now I'm on phone with Bestfriend!
She's like yelling and shouting.
And of course, She's NOISY! -.-
Guys that jio her are F disgustging okay,
Ewwww, All like despo for girlfriend.
Well, My bestfriend don't have bad taste.
Give up luh all of you, no point.

And I wanna buy like so many things okay.
- PSP
- Black Skinnies
- Rolling tongue shirt
- Hoodie
- Ear Piercing
- Captions/Graphic Tees
- Shorts and Shirts
I just need to replenish my wardrobe,
Clearing clothes tomorrow I think.
Than my clothes will left one small pile,
And it will be empty okay?
Yeah, Isn't that great? YES IT IS.
Than it will be filled with new clothes! [:
Mummy, Let's go shopping !
Cause she will just slash her credit card,
Don't you think it is so great okay!

Well, Bestfriend keep rushing me now.
And you know what, I always blog bout her.
And she didnt blog about me.
Dumb shit, she forgotten bout me!
Ahhhhh! I'm sad luh okay.
Don't even have my name at all.
I don't like you, Chia Wei Ting! [:

2007-09-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

Bleah Bleah Bleah :D

Talking about yesterday uhs,
The stupid weather affected me.
It started raining heavily for no f, reason,
Walao eh, like rainy season like that.
Went back class, laughters everywhere.
And especialy the place where I sit uh.
It is called the LOL corner, dumb shit.
Lessons that day were damn Bored !
After that I chiong home for tution,
Thanks Minpei and Nicole ! :]
Pei-ing me to take 21 together yeah.
I kept talking to the pole and sign.
Cause they two say Im damn high.
And they both ignore me together.
They both laugh without sound luhs.
Thats scary, wait die of stroke :D

Rush off for tution again,
I was late again luhs. Zz.
Didnt talk much to Bff,
Yeah we quarrel first time luhs.
I totally didnt expected it lorhs,
It was just so sudden & random.
No one could even tell through it,
Only people who read my blog uh.
Well, thats a sad thing we quarrel.
But yeah BestFriends do quarrel,
Thats when they treasure the friendship.
Hah. Hope things get better den
But at this point of time,
Nothing seems to happen luhs.
Not much talking between us either.
Hope things get better by dhen? :]

Leo called me up early in the morning,
He's my peronal human alarm clock uh.
Ahhhhhhh! Thank you! :]
Saw Xiaogu at bus stop today,
Saw kheehwee on the bus too.
English paper one was average only,
Aint that easy, aint that hard,
It just that need more thinking this time round.
LOL. Well miss wong sucks. :/
Chinses paper one was okays luhs,
Can be counted as quite easy hors.
Bleah. I think i can pass :]

Went out with Yuexing, Leo & Kel :D
Walked to Leonard's house first,
Totally crammed up luhs :/
If I stay there I'll die alrights :]
Cabbed down to Petal mac,
Had lunch there, francis damn jiao :/
Studied there for an hour only,
Went up to yuexing house to wait for her,
She was having tution luhs.
Leo and I started playing O2 Jam.
After her tution they went to my house,
Had dinner here and blah blah blah :]
Headed off to Singapore Post to study,
Went to Coffee Bean there luhs.
At first it was quiet den damn noisy uh. :[
At least I did accomplish something thou,
I completed settlements that part :]
Many things happen in Coffee Bean,
All laughters only luhs.
They made me damn high man,
Like I eat drugs like that.
I kept doing stupid & dumb actions :D
We still have many day-outs uhs!
The three of them trained home,
Fun & exciting day today ! x3

Came home, used computer play jam. :]
Talked to many people online today uhs.
Vernon and I made a deal today okays.
If I get into e1 next year,
I'll get a present from him :]
If he gets 10 points for his O's,
He'll get a present from me :]
We're using this to motivate one another!

Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday To Lim Jue Yu!
Happy Birthday To You!

You're finally 14 years old already.
I Miss You like some ABCDEFG's ! :]
Yeah you dedicated a post to me,
Oh my tian. I feel so touched :]
Once exams are over, its our day-out!
Study hard And Take Cares too!
Hope you find your Prince one day! :]
I Love Lim Jue Yu ! x3

You didnt come again today luh,
Skip school for three days already.
I only get to see you on monday,
I'll miss you for five days already.
Today is already the third day,
I wanna see you everyday!
Boy, I Miss You like ABCDEFG's! x3

Reply to tags here :

YingXin
Hello Darling! :]
Oh my long time no see already,
We stay near but no seeing.
Hahah. Yeah cause I cant pierce,
So of course I'll get jealous.
Thank you darling !
Your big day with him is comig uh!
Everlasting? x3

HotDog
Stupid Bradley Heng! dumbdog -.-
Yeah thank you luhs.
I'll be here for you too.
Stop smoking luhs,
Affecting your own health. :[
Blah. Thanks for the watch! :]

Grace
Peekaboooooos! :D

WeiTing
Yeah lets hope so dhen.
But things doesnt seem to change.
Everything is different already uh,
You hang out with them often.
You left me out already,
Blah, I dont know :/

KY
Oh helloooooooos! :]

JueYu
Yeah you're welcome!
Well I Miss You uhhh! x3

CorinChua
What? My fault again uh?
You nehneh luh, hahas.
Study hard alrights?
See you on Monday!
You'd better come school! :]

Darren
Hello Idiotic Moronic :D
Study hard alrights?
Bleah. Dumbshit :/

Thanks for the tags people.
Many people are smoking now uh.
It's giving me peer pressure already.
Ahhhhh! Fuck it man. :/

Tata people. Nights :D
Maybe we aint bestfriends anymore?
Ahhhhh! I hope not dhen :]

2007-09-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

Shermaineee's sad today :[
And know all thanks to who uh?
Thanks to a fucking bitch :/
Talk about this later luhs.

As per normal, I crawled out of bed.
Rush for the bus again, missed it!
Took 60 to eunos inter,
Den take 65 to school.
Met Bff at Bus-stop, Sorry I'm late.
Went to find the rest under void-deck,
Oh my, I Miss Yuexing Ah Jie :[
Didnt do PE as per normal again.
Maths did graphs & exam papers.
Recess with Corin, Joey & Jamie :]

Wong Bo lesson was special today,
half of the class went out themselves.
I aint the naughty boy & girls,
I'm one of the good boys & girls. :}
History was interesting today,
But copied alot of notes :/
PW we presented our work today,
Overall not that bad afterall :]

Science remedial for all rights luhs,
Quite okay I learnt something :}
Literture remedial also alot of copying,
Huishan pierced her ear man! :/
Okay, I'm damn f. jealous alrights! :D
2e5 people came to join us for literature.
Ohwell, some stuffs happen.
And yeah I seriously don't like it !

You aint doing anything about it,
Totally you like bo chap like that,
I'm damn fucking pissed off with you,
I don;t care you are my who alrights.
You knew that I was not happy,
You took it as nothing happen.
Everything was damn obvious luhs,
Maybe you know, Maybe you dont?
Just all cause of her and only her,
You treat me like this luhs !
Who weighs more important to you?
After today, It seems like it's her!
Ahhhhhhhhh! Whatever luh girl.
Since you aint bothering either,
Maybe I shall not bother too. :/

Ahhhhhhh! You didnt come school today.
I was hoping that you enter late.
I stayed at the porch there during pe,
Hoping that I could have a chance to see you.
But overall, No I didnt see you at all.
I was devastated, seriously totally !
I just want to see you everyday,
The days are lessening already.
School coming to an end soon.
Once your paper finishes you don come anymore,
When will I have the chance to see you?
Totally damn lil of chances :[
I wanna see you everyday in school,
I seriously meant it, totally!
I'm willing to do anything,
Just to have you back ! :[
I'll promise to the things you say,
All those up to my limitations.
Boy, Return to me pleaseeeeeeee!

Reply of tags here :

Nicki
Hello Mei Mei !
You're welcome :]
Love love love x3

Zhimei
Hello Hello Hello.
Long time no see.
Yeah Asap aites ! :}

Bradley
Yeah right whatever luh.
You this horny hotdog.
Remember you're my dog,
And I'm your master okay?
Bleah. Cheer up hors! :]

Thanks for tagging people.
My tagboard's dead :[

Hey Darren Lim Zhong Xian,
Haha. We sort of say things out today.
Lets hope things get better by dhen.
Yeah you cheer up alrights?
Your Mei is here for you & always :]

2007-09-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello Hello :]

Early in the morning I'm tired.
Crawled out of bed unwillingly.
Daddy sent me to school today.
Met the rest at block downstairs.
Had pepper dog waffle for breakfast.
Went to find Mama today :D
Did WongBo's work during SR.
As per normal, her lesson sucks :/
Recess with Joey & Jamie. :]
Corin didn't come school today :[

No music cause ms lee hospitalised? :/
Had science test on ecology & digestion.
Oh my tian. I admit I cheated, I'm sorry.
Had lesson on Issue on sex :/
Mrs Wong brought condom luhs -.-
That was so damn Random! :/
Chinese had a talk with Joey :]
Art was damn sian & bored.
Now I need to rush my art work :[
CME went computer lab 3 ,
Oh my, I saw him today luh x3
And he looked at me, I went high :]
Played computer as time passes by,
Went to meet Bff outside luhs.
Wanted to visit Leo but in the end, NO.
Btw, Speedy Recovery :}

Look at him while he goes downstairs,
He looked up at us luhs x3
Both of us was damn bloody shocked :/
It is like the same incident that happen.
Once at Rockery Bubble Tea Shop.
He looked up at the bridge luhs x3
Those are beautiful memories x3
Went canteen saw ruth, kim, jieting, meijing.
Ruth & Kim made me go damn high :]
Steph tickled me all thanks to Bff.
I yelled the hell out of me.
Bff wanted him to notice me :/
Kim called him damn loud
They all said Hello. I paiseh =X

Went off to bedok inter with Bff.
Ruth sent us off till basketball court.
Kim shouted their names real loud!
Bff and me totally face red -.-
Met up with Weiyan & friends.
I made new friends Sharon & Cassandra :]
We laugh our ass off at Kfc luhs. :D
Went home on bus 30 aloneee :/
This stupid damn shit guy kept looking at me.
And no offence he's ugly luhs.
I went up to upper deck,
He was at lower deck luhs.
Than he also went up to upper deck -.-
Saw Estee on the bus, primary school senior :]
Messaging BradleyHengKokPing :D
He's my dog & I'm his master :]

Home and was dead beat seriously.
Slept for a while like 30 minutes.
Went to bathe den plan my time table.
Like what to study and planning.
Oh my tian. I'm stressed out from exams.
I'm starting to loose my appetite as well :/
I wanna go slim slim slim, I'm fat :[
And I'm gonna run after exams.
I wanna have nice and slim legs :]
I got a stupid and irritating sister :/
She's a damn asshole luhs. -.-

Ohwell, yeah I'm happy today.
I really really really am!
Finally, I manage to see you.
You saw me too, I'm glad.
But what's the point yeah?
When you're already attach :[
I don't wanna have false hope again.
Boy, Return back to me pleaseeeee!

Reply to tags here :

Weiting
Hahaha. Yeah rights.
I don't wanna tell you.
Bribe me and maybe I'll tell.
Ahhh, I Love You! :]

Hsinray
LOL. Lets see someday dhen.
Hahaha. Bleah stop the spamming.
You follow me luhs, retarded :D
I didnt see you limp,
Thats saddening alrights :[

Bradley
Hello Special 'Hotdog'
Yeah you are dumb yet cute
satisfied with this answer
LOL. Cheer up! :]

Tata people! Hsinray stop spamming me.
You this stupid dumb retarded :D
Take Cares! :]

2007-09-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

Blah Blah Blah :}
Just a very short post today.
Out of time already luhs.
Hahahah. Bleah :D

Went school today on bus 7,
Saw Jamie & Adeline on bus.
Waited for Corin at interchange,
She's damn damn late luhs.
Not worth being late for her,
People remember that :}
It started to rain early in the morning,
The weather was damn cold :/
Maths was quite alrights,
Did last year paper two, quite challenging :]
Recess with Corin, Joey & Jamie.
Weiting treat me drink, Thank you! :}
Geography made me sleepy, yawns.
I think I fell asleep, idk. :D
English was damn suckish luhs,
Ohwell ms wong just damn suck :/
History was average luhs,
Just revision that's all :]
Chinese always damm bored :/
Nothing to comment about it.
Science learnt bout menstrual cycle,
The guys went high as per normal.

Sat Nicki's mother car home,
Thank you, Auntie Poh :]
Rush for tution damn late,
Sat with this tkgs girl luhs.
No offence, I think she sucks. :/
Did electricity & food chains & blahs.
Copied alot of notes luhs,
My hand hurts thats all I know.
Rush over to find mother at office,
My daddy gave me a shock.
He scared the hell out of me,
Shit him man, I got shocked. :/
Mother sent me home luhs,
Had dinner today's dish sucks!
Just so simple, I don like.
Rush my stupid art work,
Now I'm done, and finally :]
Btw, Thank You Bestfriend for help x3

Ng Mian Yang, Leonard is sick!
Ohwell, Get well soon luhs!
Maybe Ting and I visit you,
I don know see our mood dhen.
Speedy Recovery! :}

I didn't manage to see you in school today,
Maybe we're really not fated den.
Your girl treat you like a dog, totally.
Oh my god. I pity you come on.
Hope you come to your senses.
Ahhhhh. Whatever, CTLD :]

Reply Of Tags :

Hsinray
Ahhh. No no no. :/
No one has a heart luhs.
You dumb retarded man.
Having a star* is good enough :D
I didn't see a limping guy today!
Bleah. Take Cares! :}

Brad
Hello Gay Partner! ._.
I aint stupid, come on.
I'm the smart one,
You the dumb one :D

KianChong
Oh Hello, __

Thanks for tagging people.
Take Cares & Study Hard too!
Bleah. Tata :]

2007-09-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

Peekaboo ! :]

Woke up early in the morning today
At around 7 am, So early! :/
Went for morning gongyo with mom and sis.
Met Winnie Ah Jie instead of Flint. :/
Headed to interchange Macdonalds.
I had Hotcakes for Breakfast. Yum yum :D
Studied from 10 am till 12 noon.
Ah Jie headed off to meet her friend at 201.
I waited alone for Chia Wei Ting to come.
She's a snail luh, She's damn slow :/
Last minute, We rang Leonard up.
He came down at around 1 plus going 2.
Leonard Ng, You owe us Ice Cream! :]
Walked around looking for Brother's present.
Kid's section is closed, So didn't buy.
Went for lunch at CS food court.
Had Ban Mian with Weiting, Leonard has RotiPrata.
There is these group of guys kept staring at me :/
Ohwell, I trained home white they bused home.
Came home everyone was sleeping.
So naturally I went to sleep too :]
And when I woke up is like 8 pm ?
Oh my god, I slept for 3 hours plus :/
Woke up had my dinner, and teveeeee.
Edited picture for Joyce, Boyfriend.
Help print art stuff for Weiting, Bff.
I've relinked & linked people already.
Yawns, I'm tired. Nights :]

Yeah. I can see you tomorrow.
Hopefully you go to school dhen.
I'm missing you like a child misses its blanket x3

Reply to tags here :

Wei Ting
Yeah I know you love me.
And I love you too. :]
So you do be honoured den.
Cause yeah you ought too.
You're just a retarded luhs.
Butterknife cant kill me, dumb :D
See you tomorrow, Nights.

Leonard
Hello. Ahhhhh! Whatever :]

Hsinray
Yes Reatrded? HAHA.
I'm honoured okays.
You be honoured too,
You got star* as well luhs.
Your damn scar is gross,
Speedy recovery, Retarded :D
Eh I'm lazy luhs, sorry.
You change for me dhen?
And you owe me skin!
TaTa :]

Weiyan
Hello Sweetie.
Ahh. I Miss You!
Yeah I will de luhs.
You too, Girl :]

Thanks for tagging people!
Take Cares & Study Hard too :]

2007-09-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hello. Back to blogging again :D

Went back to school on thursday.

Everything went perfectly well for me.

But people say I like want to faint like that :/

I went school not telling anyone at all.

Weiting and Leonard was surprised :D

After school had geography remedial.

Then met weiting, mother fetch us to tution.

I slept during tution, teacher didnt scold me :D

Thanks weiting for helping me copy notes :]

Stayed up late in the night to do HE project,

Just to do that stupid brochure and poster.

And it took up so much of my time luhs.
Slept at like 1 am midnight thanks to it.

Woke up the next morning, both eyes red.

Hence I didnt go to school on that day again :/

So I wasted my time doing those stuff, Zz.

So didnt manage to do HE test again luhs.

Went to see Doctor Tan in the morning.

He say is this some kind of virus thats happening.

Then he say anyone who look into my eyes can get it.

So well people do be careful and washed your eyes :]

Slept from like 11 am till 5pm. oh my ABCDEFG's.

Shermaineee is just like a little pig :]

Woke up and watch tevee the whole day.

Slept quite early at around 11 am .

Woke up for tution at around 855 am?

Oh my god. I'm early for once today only :/

Father sent me for tution today.

Weiting is the snail for today luhs,

She is damn damn late, really late. :/

She came at around 1030 only, Zz.

Chia Wei Ting is the snail for today,

And not Shermaine Kim :D

After tution we went to Macdonalds.

There I meet a stupid auntie.

Made us wait for thirty minuets,

And she didnt leave the seat.

I was damn f. pissed off at her. :/

We went to KFC in the end,

We got a place to seat of course,

There got one girl kept staring at me.

And I don't even know who she is?

Zilian over there, Random shots :]

Went to eat Long John Silver for lunch.

Each of us bus home on different bus :]

Reach home used computer, phone.

Changed my friendster profile, edit a picture.

Y I love my Bestfriend, Chia Wei Ting.

Ohwell, I've not seen you for 8 days.

Maybe it's meant to be fated.

Thursday went school, and you didnt.

Friday didnt go school, and you went.

I really miss you like some ABCDEFG's :]

And you know what I dreamt about you.

You started to talk to me again ?

As said it's only a dream, it's just a fantasy.

I just wanna see you again.

When can i ever hear your voice again ?

I'm just mising right down here :[

2007-09-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Shermaine's sick :[
Fuck it man, I'm dying already luhs.
I feel so not myself at all lorhs.
I'm just like a ghost floating everywhere :/
I walk got no sound one, quiet is the word.
My face is damn pale like a piece of paper.
My voice is damn low like a guy.
My expression is damn shit luhs.
I just don't look like myself anymore.
My eyes go blind when from bright to dark.
I see no image at all, oh my god. :/
My temperature is 38.5 'C :[
I have not seen a doctor yet, im tired.
I'm afraid the temperature too high,
That it actually affect my brain luhs.
This would lead me to be D-U-M-B :[
Exams are coming already.
I aint studying yet luhs.
And worst still I'm sick now :[
Blah. Shermaine's gonna die real soon :[

Yesterday went for tution with ting.
As usual I was late again luhs.
Which I'm famous for so nvm.
After tution went with eunice, dillon, benedict, charlyn.
Charlyn went to vivo city, we went to syc.
We sat bus 10 to our destination.
Throughout the journey is just jokes.
Thanks to dillon and eunice luhs.
Lame and dumb jokes only :D
Same bus as Benjamin Hum :]

He talk to me luh, Yeah :]
He sat directly behind me,
I was like damn paiseh luhs.
I sit until my butt and legs numb :/
Sat opposite him when wearing shoe :D
When he walk pass me that time,
Stupid Zhengjie shouted "O"
Than Benjamin look at me luhs.
I was like damn damn paiseh :/
But he is damn fucking cute :]
Zhengjie made me damn paiseh only.
Ohmy, I think Benjamin know already.
Shit it man, I'm in dead meat. :/
Dillon, Benedict, Eunice, Zhengjie bully me.
They all talk very loud what I like Benjamin.
I think he heard it luhs :/
Cause we were all screaming like mad -.-
Headed home on train with them
I made a new friend from Pasir Ris Sec
Her name is called Jasmine :D

Homed and I realize I'm sick luhs :[
Slept after phoning with Weiting and Leonard
I woke up at 3 in the morning
Cause I'm actually shivering luhs.
Wanted to go for morning gongyo today.
But Iwas feeling uncomortable :[
I'm sorry Eunice, Benedict, Zhengjie and Joel.
I always say that I'm going,
But in the end I didnt go, Sorry :[

Woke up feeling damn shag :/
Watch television and had breakfast.
Brother had a birthday party downstairs.
And I just came up only cause not feeling good.
I'm like dying already lorhs :[
Magic show was nice but dumb -.-
Couldnt even eat anything luhs.
All the stuffs are like so Heaty ! :/
So everything also cannot eat :[

Later going to see doctor already.
I hope I got MC for tomorrow.
Cause I'm afraid I'll faint in school.
I'm really really weak. Seriously.
Nowadays my shoulder is damn pain.
My injury has not recovered yet :[
The stupid hump is still there.
Shermaine become very weak already.
I don't even know whats with me too.
I'm not strong physically and mentally. :/
I used to be strong luhs :/
Now I'm like damn weak already.
I can cry very easily now :[
And all cause of you and only you.
You made me become to this state.
I'm just sick of life already luhs.
If one day I really go haywire,
All of you should know why too :[

I don't even know what to do now,
I have mixed feelings now totally.
I don't even know who I like now,
There is so many people I know.
I'm just stuck right here now.
Am I really gonna wait for you,
Or maybe I'm not going too.
I just cannot get over you,
I aint knowing the reason why.
I just don know what to do now,
That's the main problem luhs.
But every action of yours affects me,
It is totally hurting my feelings.
I just hope you're happy right now :]

Shermaine is just so so so weak right now,
both mentally and physically.
I'm just not myself anymore already,
I don't know what has gotten into me.
Shermaine just don't like the ways things are,
Cause it is actucally hurting her no matter what.
Life is not beautiful anymore,
Ever since things between she and him changed.
It is not filled with different colours of light,
But only black and white life.
It isn't complete without him over here,
Only him can make her life colourful again.
Shermaine is willing to changed,
Just for the sake of you.
Can you just be part of her life,
Just like how you used to love her.
Always being there for her no matter rain or shine,
Cause she is willing to be there for you.
She is willing to give you 70% of her time,
Just as you once suggested to her.
Shermaine is just waiting over here for you,
Hoping that a chance would come by again.
She is just lost without you,
Enter her life again to guide her along?
That's all she ever asked for :]

Chia Weiting and Ng Mian Yang Leonard.
Thanks for everything you'd done.
It is being appreciated by me,
I love you guys to bits and pieces :]

I'm avoiding you now totally,
Not cause of that incident.
But I just don't like you now,
Don't ask me why too.
Cause I don;t know the answer.
You guys can say I attitude,
I don't give a damn care.
My attitude is like that,
No one can changed it.
Maybe as time passes by.
Things may get better by then.

Shermaine is still loving you now,
The love is still as strong as before.
She's just hoping that there's still chance,
Hoping things would be the same as before.
And Boy, I still love you.

Tomorrow is 17 september 2007
I'm wondering if you still remember.
Two more months later its 171106
It would be the one year anniversary.
Will things get better by that time,
Or will things remain like how it is.
But I'll forever remember that very day.

2007-09-14T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm here to blog after so L-O-N-G :D
but this will just be a short post only luhs.
oh well, I've changed the blogskin not long ago.
It's about the same as BFF, blah blah blah :D
Term four has strated and first week is over.
Woah, time really past very very very fast!

And I keep sleeping in class these days
Ahhhhhhhhh. Shit these man. Zz.
I'm still sleeping when doing revison :/
I wanna get into 3e1 or 3e2 not any others.
I'm still not really studying yet but play.
Totally like what the ABCDEFG's luhs ]:
Shermaineee needs to study already,
I wanna get all A's & B's SAY NO to C's :D
Blah blah blah. Life is just so bored :/

Oh yeah, I Love Chia Weiting & Ng Mian Yang :D
And don't ask me why, cause i love them.
There's nothing ehse to know about it.
Conferencing with them every night is fun :D :D
They make me laugh like a crazy kid.
They make me happy with all their craps.
They make me crazy with their lameness.
They make me hyper like a mad kid.
Bleah. Shermaineeee Loves Them <3

Today is My Daddy's Birthday :D
He's already 42 years old luhs.
Does that makes him young or old?
Ohwell, I got a great Daddy! :D
People get jealous of me man,
Cause my Daddy dote on me :D

Daddy sent me to school today,
Leonard pond school luhs,
Met Weiting at bus stop :D
Went to find the rest at void deck,
Fish burger for breakfast :D
Nothing for recess :/
Yeah. I saw him & I miss him xD
HomeEcons totally slack.
Test next week, which is shit. Zz.
Chinese did Composition.
ohwell, I did do alright [:
Slack with Netballers.
After that went home on bus 21,
rush Daddy's card out, It's NICE :D

Bleah, I got to bathe now.
Later going for grand dinner.
Cause it's Daddy's birthday :D
Sorry Weiting & Leonard !
Maybe cant conference with you all. ]:
There's tution tomorrow I think.
But there's Flint :D :D :D :D
I'm in the same group as Benjamin Hum.
That guy from campus superstar :D
oh my, I wanna take picture with him :D
Fred & Brian might come along,
Zhengjie maybe too.
Yeah I love Flint 4 :D :D :D

And I've not move on yet,
I'm missing you deeply right now.
Only able to see you today,
I felt that how much I love you.
Though I keep saying I don't,
But I realise that it's not true.
Loving you is painful,
But I'm still holding on x3

2007-08-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

And your every actions. It practically affects me.

im blogging a random post today luhs
don ask me why. cos i don know too.
hahahs. yeahs everything's changing.
it revolves in a round about manner.
which practically sucks like some shit.
i did improve for my test this while
yeahs. im proud of myself (:
geography : 30/50
history : 34/50
chinese : 68/100
science prac : 21.5/30
science theory : 14/20
overall i sort of improve luhs. lols.
today we got end of year time table
it is so near luhs, and is very near.
the first paper starts on the 28 sept 2007
and today is already the 28 aug 2007
hahas. im lame. one month away! Zz.
& im still slacking away luhs. SHIT!
btw, one week hols is coming next week
and the hols will be studying hols
it is just like a week of holiday to study
but not play so whats the point of it.
i don get it luhs, i think i will play
so im gonna make myself study really hard! (:

shermaine have her own targets :
A1 - maths, science, chinese, homecons
A2 - geography, history, literature
B3 - english, d & t, art
im aiming for this grade to get into 3e1
if i really cant get in den 3e2 :D

& weiting says that i got high expectations
hahas. still alright luhs. she's mad luhs.
if i have high expectations, i will want A1 for all -.-
so weiting is a retarded luhs, my bff xD
and by the way, you too study hard hors.
try to get a placing in 3e4 & not any lower
it does not have good courses luhs
don down grade yourself girl!
& i hope that next year we would still be BFF & sisters!
i don wanna loose my bestfriend ):

recently, i think i have been an emo kid
but only after school hours or home
recently, i think i have been high
but only during school hours luhs
my classmates makes me high
& not forgetting BFF luhs
her actions which is so retarded
always makes me put a smile (:
and you guys know something
i always see weiting jiao action
& always taking her jiao photo
idk why too. maybe fated :D

ytd i went for my second x ray
and you guys know something ?
the doctor say cant spot my injury -.-
i took 6 times of x ray luhs
but only 2 films were given
HAH. im fine already !
need not wear the sling anymore
shermaine is off sling lerhs
no physical for 2 months
meaning no PE & netball
which is practically great luhs
i loose interest in netball too
i don even plan to go for holiday training
even if i go, once a week only. Zz -.-
i seriously cant really be botherd too
so who cares, i don care too :D
the doctor said that my left hand is weak
cos it has been on sling for 2 weeks
hence got no energry at all luhs
now i don even hv the strength to put it straight
weiting says she's gonna feed me with milk everyday
oh my tian, im gonna grow fat ):
yongxian is jealous of me luhs
cos im off sling and he's not
speedy recovery, yongxian (:

i need to go to school this friday
when i actually don plan too luhs
but all cause of stupid haoyan luhs
he giving me present on that day
he say if i don go he don give ):
so im nice i go, cos seniors all coming back
ohwell, haoyan&co and weiwen&co
looking forward to see the seniors
after school, watching secret with weiting :D
im treating her again. im so nice (:

sian shit. now every saturday at 230 pm
i got flint programme at soka tsc luhs
f.shit man. cant go out study lerhs
and im pulling briantan to go with me
cos im shy in soka and not familiar too
but i hope benjamin goes luhs
eh not the campus one, cos he graduate lerh
btw, hope css benjamin come back to flint!
hope im open in flint dhen ! (:

im going soka next sunday at 8 am
for morning gongyo and for benjamin
hahas. he going there to sing.
he is one of us, soka memeber (:
i wanna take picture with him luhs
he has already taken with my brother ):
so im going to take with him
just to make weiting jealous xD

im glad i found my bestfriend
and i can totally trust her luhs
no matter what happens,
she is always there for me.
my bestfriend, chia weting :D

ohs i wont be blogging recently too
cos im lazy too, & studying hard luhs.
btw people, study really hard uh! (:

i suddenly remembered all the sweet moments,
all those that we once had together.
recalling them makes my pillow wet,
im just stuck right down here.

2007-08-26T02:35:00.000+08:00

& is life getting better as the days past by?

hello. btw just to inform you guys
that the yesterday post was 'venting anger'
idk why too. yes im piss and yet of course sad luh
i think if i cry and left my tears in a bucket
2 buckets must have been filled up by now
for crying since monday until now luhs. Zz.
just to let you know something larhs
if you think that i don love yuo anymore
would i even cry till so badly
if i was not waiting for you,
would i even be so shag when you're with her now
common sense it says 'i love you & im waiting for you'
if you think that im not, im speechless of words -.-
yesh things ended up in some stupid outcome
i was surprised that you would actually read my blog
when you're treating me so cold, & you're already attach
you tag me and commented about the post
LOL. LMAO. ROFLS.

by the way, i would also like to thank you too
although everything is already over betwee us
i don wish to make myself wait for you any longer
cos i know that the hurt on me would be deeper
and by that poin of time, it would be harder to let go
the first time when i actually talk to you was 301006
when you suddenly online & i talk to you
we exchange numbers, idk why too.
at first i thought that i only had a crush on you
but slowly i soon found out that i love you
the day we were together was 171106
all along many happy stuffs did happen
whenever i receive a msg from you, im delighted
whenever i received a call from you, im happy
whatever you do, it totally makes me high! (:
i still remember that we walk back from petal to my house
although it was quite far from my place
but that was the sweetest thing luhs (:
im sorry that i didnt spent the first month with you
but i remembered that i went for a holiday in hokkaido
during that whole journey, i practically miss you ):
maybe you don know, but i really did yarhs
throughout the first month, all happy moments
not lon later, school reopen lerhs
you are always giving me morning calls
and i would meet you at your house there
and we would walk to school together
the second month was simply great too
and when after second month had pass,
your valentine day present for me was sweet
it was really much apreciated by me, really.
the boquet of flowers you did personally
99 stalks of them in a boquet luhs
the bottle of 17 motes as well luhs
the little cross stitch keychain you did.
it was after the trip we made to pasir ris beach
to celebrate valentine's day
everything starts to turn from good to worse
my feelings started to fade for you
and i seriously don know why too
we broke up on 180206 ):
it was the first day of new year
& i still remembered that i went to my grandma place
it was at pasir ris 300 + luhs
i sat alone at the staircase there
shermaine was emo-ing alone there
& who knows you were at pasir ris too
slowly, things starts to get better
we started to keep contact like how we used too
but every 17 of the month, you ask me for patch
and everytime i rejected your patch
cos at that point of time, studies was on my mind
i never ever thought bout this relationship thingy
soon we patch again, but its different already
we had a broke up before i head to KL with netballers
the whole trip i had was shag shag shag
wondering what were you doing at this moment?
there were many question marks in my brain
when i came back i sent you offlin messages
didnt know that your com broke down
before i board the plane to vietnam on the 10
i seriously wanted to sent you a message
asking you to take care and everything
but in the end my finger could not press the button
i was wondering were you contacting gladys
not long later after i came back from vietnam
i found out that you were with gladys already
i practically broke down luhs ):
the day i came back was on the 17
and i heard this kind of news, i cried -.-
went to bugis to see you work
and yeahs finally i saw you
that very day was the first time
i drank the bubbletea you made (:
school started and it was worse
i always see you with gladys
i would practically cry luhs
i still remember one day i want play with penknife
ben, liangyu and you came down
i ran away cos i didnt wanted to see you
i rejected to speak to you for 3 times
im really very sorry, im sorry!
but seriously i was touch that you came {:
soon later you and gladys broke up
we soon became good friends again
we were almost back to what we are
and now you are with her already
i don mean that you caused everything luh
but saying that i also cant do anything what
so i cant run away from it, or pretend i don know
i can only face the music, which is you are taken!

throughout this whole long journey,
which practically lasted for like 9 mnths +
there were good and bad memories (:
though there were more bad dhen good luhs
but as time pass by, i will erase the bad and keep the good
i would only wanna keep the good memories
and bring them along with me as i move on
i thank you for all those that you'd done for me
i have learnt plenty of stuffs out of this
i learnt to cherish the one i loved more
i got the feeling of how it is being loved
i have learn to grow up along the way
i learn to think first before doing anything
if i were to compare with the past me
i did change luhs, maybe slightly? (:
i did think of the outcome and the future
i really did learn something out of this thing!
& yesh it is all thanks to you! {:
you made me feel blessed once,
im contented bout that already.
at least i was once being loved by you alot.
although everything is gone now
but there was beautiful memories
and im keeping them in my brain
& i move on to another world waiting for me
so the only thing that i can do now
is to wish you all the best with her now
everlasting with her alrights?
make her feel blessed with your love
i give you my support, jiayou!

shermaine carry on with her life,
although as time passes by.
the road myabe tougher for me to walk,
but afterall i still need to go through this.
cos i chose this road myself,
and i need to walk through it.
shermaine is gonna stay strong,
not gonna let you think im weak.
i know it is difficult for me to let go,
but there is no point holding on too.
where your heart is already not here,
but don know fly go where lerhs.
it is really difficult for me to let go,
it is a task that i must accomplish.
cos i know that you will never be mine again.
i don want to have hope for it again.
cos if nothing happens agains,
the hurt on me will be even worse.
im trying my best & i really am ! [:

lin yeye, hello you help me alot alot.
you help me along the way for so long lerh
it is greatly appreciated by me, seriously!
you were a great help all along this road
sorry was making you the messenger or centre person
since it is already over, so you are normal again
LOL. idk what im talking. hahas.
& everlasting with her too! all the best {:

my dearest BFF uhs, peekaboo!
hello. you were the one always there for me
no matter what actually happens
anything i will just tell you luhs
no matter what is it lorhs
i can just tell you anything luhs
all along this journey that happen,
you were always the one there for me
i just cant stop thanking you for what you'd done
it is really much apprcited by me lorhs
Y BFF forever ! {:

the time has already come for me to move on,
i just hope the road ahead for you is good.
shermaine hopes to see you happy,
take care since the friendship between us has ended.
all the best in whatever you're doing <3

2007-08-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

FUCK UP LIFE -.-

lols. cant life just get better for me?
yesh it is the you-know-who caused it
he made me emo for 4 fucking days
and he is now happily with a girl -.-
what this shit man. __ up life.
i think it all happen on your birthday that very day
if you were blaming me that i treat you very cold
when we were talking in the canteen
and you said i talk like sian sian de
dhen you saw me playing with my class guys
do you even know what happen in the first place?
they disturb me first lehs, they are irritating!
come on don even think that i like them lorhs
they are just some stupid childish guys
on that day you treat me so so so cold
& yarhs maybe on that day you know that girl
yes i know what is happening now, everything.
you played me & now you're with her
i don care whether the game says that is fake or not
you're willing to this kind of fuck shit
you said that i very close with guys luhs
arent you even worse than me? -.-
you even agreed to be fake stead with that girl
cos the game rule says if two persons get the same number
they need to be stead for a period of time
you actually agreed luhs. i'm disappointed, totally!
do you even know how would i feel marhs?
you said we don have the basic trust?
who is the one who don have the trust in me!
i totally trust you de lorhs, you broke the trust i had for you
wanted to meet you these days,
one day you'd rather go down to meet her
how would i actually felt bout it?
i ask you went there to find who?
you said to find a guy luhs not a girl
before i even talk to you on the phone
i already know the truth already
you lied to me luhs! fuckshit.
did you even bother to call or msg me?
not even in the first place luhs
did you even bother to ask me out?
who have been doing this all this while
it me lorhs, i put in a lot of effort in this thing
what on earth did i get back in return?
NOTHING. but knowng that you and a girl ):
all this while, all those i have done weighs nothing at all
i cried everything night for you
do you even know? i bet you dont at all
all you care is only for that girl that girl !
who do you even know longer man? me luhs.
they may go mama they are like you
so what? so are you a flirt if thats the case?
all those that you once told me? are they lies?
we were almost going to be how we used to be
you spoiled everything luhs. YOU YOU YOU!
so what am i suppose to do now?
cry for you everyday like some shit
when you don even bother at all
& i end up the emo one, you the happy one
what fuckup nonsense is this !
she is totally just like a part time stead of yours
i called you, you didnt answer, you didnt even call back
i message you, you didnt reply, don even bother too!
dhen what tag along with you wherever you go?
you are the cause of everything luhs
am i gonna make myself wait for you again
first was her & now this girl again
and when we were getting close again
you find another girl again
and i start waiting again larhs, is it?

yesh i admit those two girls are really pretty
so you do look at looks de larhs
i now don even know what im doing
seeing you like this, it makes me go lalala
im going crazy already liao lerhs
my shoulder hurts all the time
you didnt even bother to ask if im fine?
you were not even there for me,
when i needed you the most?
i lost you along the way, a guy i love like fuckshit
where do you go all the time?
i cant even sense you anymore
i mean you do have the rights to met anyone
cos we are not stead larhs
im not your girlfriend, youre not me boyfriend
but please please think larhs
i'm damn pissed off now
knowing bout this just today after school
monday im having x ray at the hospital
i was hoping that you would make me happy
& not worried for the x ray
where were you? gone with that girl larhs!
im nothing to you but a piece of trash
maybe you don even love me anymore
im speechless of words, totally.
i wish you all the best with her den .

by the way bff, maybe the time has really come
thanks for everything girl ! {:

shermaine is nothing but a piece of trash to you ]:
im wondering if the time has come for me to move on?
screw my life up dhen! __

2007-08-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

hello. it's been ages since i last blogged. lols.
ohwell, six days has passed by just like this.
i'm feeling in great pain now cos of my hand.
yeahs i got a feeling i need go for operation ):
which will leave a scar behind luhs. shit.
sigh i'm feeling down right now. idk.
he showed me attitude today, idk why.
so i'm sad, sian, shag. symphatise me people?
but i know corinchuakaixin does ! [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANLIDE !
& you're finally 18 years old :D

ie gave him birthday present in the morning
yeahs his injury was quite bad luhs
btw i know who beat him up de larhs
ass that guy man, but now that guy suffering
hahahahas, serve that guy right man! asshole!
yet to know more from my meimei (:
lesson was practically boring today
not including art luhs, fun fun fun :D
we went to canteen and slack for like 1 period plus
just took two photos for the scene
and we started buying food to eat -.-
yeah i talk to him though <3
dhen CME was held in com lab
watch a video about don knw what purple apple
the kids in there are really pitiful ):
after school had science practical luhs
went to do with corinchua lorhs
some stupid agar agar question. Zz.
dhen weiting pangseh me go 840 -.-
she owes me a letter lorhs.
went to mama with corinchua !
dhen bused to inter take 30
thanks corinchua for pei-ing me today (:
went home used computer & tevee

ie find that you are treating me very cold today
what's wrong with you today uhs?
you are so not yourself at all lorhs
i simply don know how to describe it out
you just go think barhs, it's different!
i'm speechless of words to describe
shermaine's just emoing today!

i'm blogging for chia weiting my BFF sake ! [:

2007-08-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOS {:

& i miss everyone in school
having no school is good too
cos i need not wake up so early
but no school is equal to no noise
which makes me down & bored
shermaine miss everyone in school
shermaine will only return to school on monday
miss me people !
& come visit me too [:

maybe he is visiting me tomoro
woots yeah at last i miss him so
like after 8 days no sight of him
YBoy, i miss you so (:

2007-08-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

hey people ! shermaine's injured & very badly !
shermaine's shoulder bone has a crack
ohwell, i fractured my shoulder bone
i cant type properly now but for his sake
yesh i'm willing to blog no matter how hard it is
cos i just wanna express how i feel
so people miss me wors, mia from school
you guys will miss my noise and nonsense
will be back either on thursady. friday or next monday
ohwell, people do miss shermaine alright? :D

hello. yes i'm here to blog just for that very guy that i f.love in my heart <3
although typing with one hand is difficult
& i hope that he will read this post
cos it is just for him , my one and only.
we had a talk just now online awhile ago
yes at last we had a good talk just now
after like such a long time luhs
yes i know that i spent very little time with you
i spent 70% of my time on friends & 30% of my time with you
yesh it is my fault, friends come first on me last time
since when you know me thats the way i am
dhen i'm really sorry maybe thats just me
i have thought it through thouroughly
yeah maybe we are just friends and non other
your name on msn says " hope you will think hard what i said to you, i don't want you to regret."
yesh i cried in front of the com while chatting with you
i just couldnt control my tears in my eyes
it just naturally rolled down my cheeks
yesh it is because i just love you so much
you told me to give up on you
if i could i would have given up long ago
i take myself that i'm just loving you & not waiting for you
so just take it that i'm loving you but not waiting
i could love you as my good friend
can you just treat it that way
yes i know you wont believe me anymore
and yes this ending i ask for it myself
you are a very good boyfriend [:
yes you were my only boyfriend i loved loads [:
when i lost you & you were with her i cried
cos i cant bear to loose youto a bitch
i'm sorry if i call her that now
but since you and her are already over
so yarh shermaine calls her a bitch {:
& you aint stopping me wors.
i can see that cos of her relationship with you
you had lost your courage in another relationship
but i'm different from her luh, totally
i'm not those sort of girlfriend that needs boyfriend to get her stuff
hello, shermaine is independent de luhs
i wont expect you to buy everything or pay everything
as a girl i have my own rights too lorhs
don cos of her let it affect you and me as well
it is so not worth de lorhs
cos of a b-i-t-c-h ruin everything
you want 70% of my time
i'm willing to give it to you
but everything wont be the same anymore
cos when i know you it was not like that
you were rushing for time just now to explain things to me
you said next time you will explain to me
but i'm wondering when will the next time
it is like you so seldom online de luhs
so which is very hard to talk too
cos you can only like used a while
maybe it is cause of your sister ?
i d k too. hais sigh .
i have things to tell you too
you have things to tell me too
maybe one day we should just say everything out
just to make things clear or to ecplain things
yeahs i'm hoping that day will come before your birthday
i hurt my shoulder and you didnt say anything
i'm wondering if you still care for me
shermaine's thinking !
Y boy, you take care !

thanks for the listening ear weiting & darren {:
you guys do take care too, especially chia weiting <3

benjamin woo yu lin my beloved daddy
yeah no matter what always there for me
daddy i appreciate everything that you have done for me
and all the good advices that you have given me
i'm really glad to be your daughter
although you already have plenty of them ._.
yarhs so a BIG thank you to you !
nuer loves daddy !
& everlasting with mummy hors :]

can people visit me like tomoro or wednesday
shermaine is bored by rotting at home
and leonard & nicki visited me today
thank you mei & di ! loves {:

2007-08-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

SHERMAINE LOVE CHIA WEITING :D

& this prove that i'm not biased
cos i also love weiting very very much :D

2007-08-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

will you be there for me when i need you?

shermaine is finally fourtenn :]

i received plenty of brithday messages!

i really thank you guys alot ! :}

the names are in order form the first to the last!

FARHANNA; NURAINI; SHAFIKA CALLED ME FIRST !

NICKI; JUEYU; SERENE; DEXTER; JOHN

FADHLINA; HAOYAN; DESMOND; LIDE :]

PEIER; CHERVON; NICHOLAS; KHEEHWEE

YINGXIN; LEONARD; WEITING; EUNICE TAN

ANDREW; JIANEN; HWEECHIEH; EUNICE

SHIYAN; NICOLE; JAMIE; MINPEI; KELMOND

JERRER; WINNIE; HAZEL; MINLING

CHIACHERN; CERT; WANQIU; SEANLIM

BRADLEY; SHANICE; CASSANDRA; YUEXING

JIETING; WEILEONG; MANFUNG; CORIN

DEON; JIANJI; FRANCIS; XIAOBEN; LIANGYU

SINYI; WEEXIN; SHAOFENG; ZUL; SIKE

on the day of my birthday i had presents

shermaine was emo cos no more ndp lerh

i was paiseh cos they sang birthday song very loudly

and of cos i didnt take picture with yingxin ! ):

ohwell. i need to take picture with her

cos shermaine loves yingxin ! <3

on the 1o of august 2o07

i actualy wanted to go out with him

but yarh nvm its already over

instead went with parents for jap lunch {:

dhen walk around in parkway

went home & i'm shag, idk why too.

slept late yesterday night like 1 am

i hug onto the tigger tightly in my arms

i ask tigger will you ever be mine again?

i'm really thinking hard, very very hard.

shermaine's shag, sad & emo ._.

don ask me, cos idk why too.

i don have the answer in me

the answer don lies in me but in you

i forever cant get the answer cos i'm not you

i want the answer badly

i don want to keep thinking & thinking

i think from the bad to worse, & from the good to better

which will come true ? idk, it lies in you.

slept into lala land with a heavy heart ):

on the 11 of august 2o07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHEEHWEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D

iloveyou, girl <3

woken up by leo at 830 in the morning

i just feel like killing him uh

so early luh in the morning

i don even wake up this early -.-

had breakfast bathe rush to tm

ohwell, shermaine's late again (:

watch rush hour 3, lalalalalas.

the movie is funny, dope show !

went for lunch den walk around

in the end, ting went home

leo, nic and me when vivo city

candy empire bought this sour sweet

ohwell, it was really sour !

shermaine saw roufang & minling {:

btw, i miss them like f.shit ):

went new urban male shop

i spot this slipper & it cost $49.90 {:

went eat ben & jerry ice cream

OKAY. it is damn expensive ! ._.

headed to queensway

on the phone with boyfriend all the way :]

headed home & was tired

thanks to leo woke me up at 830 ._.

shermaine is blogging for weiting behalf

ohwell, weiting be honoured <3

there is pestan sukan tomoro second round !

meeting joyce & huishan at 545 in thr morning

just to have our breakfast , lalalalas. :}

dhen going out with joyce after dhe carnival

woots, yeahhs. i love boyfriend ! <3

now on the phone with boyfriend

& she complains she is bored ! -.-

i got a retarded boyfriend, not my fault.

& your birthday is coming soon

very very very soon (:

i wanna give you a present

but i don know what to give

i'm sorry sorry sorry !

i really miss you alort alort

but what will you possibly do?

if one day i get into a taiji,

i'm wondering if you will help me?

i'm thinking very very hard !

i'm loving you deeply in my heart, boy <3

2007-08-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

TOMOROW IS 0908007 :D
WOOTS. 1 DAY LEFT TO MY BIRTHDAY.
I WANT BIRTHDAY MESSAGES ! (:

today cross country was bored, dumb.
mama gave me present. thank you !
ran didnt get top 10 ):
but only got top 20 -.-
after that went breakfast with ting, leo, kel.
went petal mac to slack with ting, leo.
joanne came, den got cat fight. ._.
she scratch my hand, got scar ):
joanne damn violent, beware ! (:
headed home with nick poh yun jie
skip four bus, just to meet someone -.-
went home sew my ndp shoes
com & lalalallalallalas.

at last i managed to talk to you today online
finally i have been waiting for long
tomorow is already my birthday
i'm wondering if i would expect anything from you
a message or something ?
you still treat me very cold
i'm wondering what i've done
why are you treating me this way
am i not your friend anymore ?
i'm waiting for forever .
you and the one you love is over
don i stand a chance ?
i'm waiting, waiting & waiting
4 more hours to go to my birthday
will a miracle happen
ohwell. maybe yes maybe not
but boy up till this very moment,
you are still the one i loved that much (:

NDO 07 tomoro !
woah. watch tevee people!
spot for me too . hahas .
my item is singa city by singapore soka assosiation
:D

now going suntec with mother to change bag
tada people !

ohwell, boy take care while you skate :D

2007-08-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY :D

yesh things hapen in between all the while
i know who are my true friends, & who are not.
i believed that you were once my true friend
but along the way, i lost a friend of mine.
you actually backstab me when i trusted you so much.
now i get to see wider & know more stuff
i realised you are not a true friend of mine.
grow up please, get a life too.
ps: not refering to netballers.

we have not been talking to each other
for like a week or so luhs
i do miss your sms, your voice .
but it seems like it is dead now
did something happen between you & the on you loved?
practically to me and some peeps something happen
i'm not stalking you or whatever shit
just that i happen to know it from friends
when i know bout it, i was feelingless
i did not felt happy when i should be
i did not feel sad when i was not suppose too
but yarh, it did ruin my emotion for the party
i heard comments from my dearest friends
they said i ought to stay happy ?
but you know whad, i actually dont
cos i think that you are actually not happy at all
i felt that you were actually angry or sad
i cant feel you anymore
the tele tele thing thing has officially died
i managed to catch a glimpse of you today
but you skip school with the rest
but i was glad i saw you after 4 days
if not ya i think i can just die now
i am still wondering if will things stay like this?
or will things be changed ?
of course i would wish things to get better
but yarh on the other hand i don know bout you
shermaine doesnt know how to face you
i want to talk to you again
i want to see you in the eyes again
i want to msg you again
i want to talk to you on phone again
i want to be the one who writes letter for you again
is all this just thinking too much?
all am i asking alot from you?
i have not heard from you since that very day
btw, your birthday is coming soon
i wish to get you a present but i don know what to buy
i'm not your girlfriend anymore
i'm not your friend anymore
would you accpet my gift to you ?
i'm afraid. i'm scared.
i hope to see you soon cos i miss you alot
i miss you terribly whenever i look at the tigger
or the post on my blog in the past
it makes me cry. hais.
i just miss you like some shit !

oh people! that article is in school!
the article on zaobao !
chenying put it there.
it is at the staff toliet the bulletin board
ohwell. laugh out loud!

there is cross country tomoro
i don feellike going to school
but mama giving mepresent so i must go
anyway mama i miss you so
everytime i also no see you liao
jiayou for your n level ! (:

shermaine loves this people alot :D
❤ HIM
❤ CHIA WEITING
❤ NICKI POH YUN JIE
❤ LEONARD NG MIAN YANG
❤ NICHOLAS TAN JIAN HUI
i cant live without them
cause they are already part of my life
i love you guys to bits & pieces :D

will shermaine get a present from you ?
shermaine hopes she does ! (:

2007-08-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

6 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY ! :D
shermaine is counting down
birthday messages & presents on the way ! (:

& will i receive a present from you ?
lets not think too far (:

2007-08-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUEXING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

heys ahjie! 14 years old le wors.
you have grown up! yeah!
and you are 7 days older den me -.-
kays this is pathethic. lols.
i want you to know: ahmei loves you! :D
take care ahjie! one day we shall go out !

7 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! :D

ohwell. didnt blog yesterday.
yesterday was a shag day luhs.
bus on 21 with kheehwee met weiting & leo at bus stop
slack with joyce&co. went mama buy stuff.
got into school, yeahs i saw him :D
PE yesterday was just some dumb shit -.-
ran one round around the school
played soft-volleyball & floorball in hall
corin suspended -.- she seems happy.
he as well was suspended, for no letter for the day before -.-
he brought this small little bouncing ball (:
it was the ball we everytime play uh!
i want the small bouncing ball !
can i have 17 of it on my birthday ? lols.
impossible task, even if i want it.
i would want it from him too ):
and not anyone else? -.-
i ask for the ball from corin, she said it was his.
i ask liangyu he say it was his, i was like shag.
cant you just give me the ball ?
maths was boring, mr chong came in.
and know what i was not listening -.-
recess with joey&jamie ! craps (:
wong bo lesson is damn bored uh !
history test was alright uh!
but i lost 5 marks, thanks to the last question!
PW is just some dumb subject
a total waste of time and everything lorh
after school, went lunch at inter mac.
with huishan& co :D
home slept, woke up kena scolded by mother
rush down to marina bay, cold war with mother -.-
huixian duachiobu :D
studied geography till 12 -.-
tiring day, sucks i'm broken down -.-

today was a boring day for me though
mother sent me to school
met weiting & leonard again (:
slack at mama there the table with joyce&co.
bought greentea, it is loves! :D
SR was studying geography
went into class test time. Zz.
i'm afraid i failed, cos i wrote craps -.-
ms zan didnt come again ):
i think she is sick, get well soon (:
recess with joey&jamie. craps !
maths with tha mr chong again, i play psp -.-
science was like damn bored, i slept
den need go science lad. wth -.-
some stuff happen in science lab.
ohwell. just watch your attitude girl !
chinese was fun though!
I AM ON YTD CHINESE ZAOBAO !
AN ARTICLE ON ME BEING BORN ON 090893 ! :D
chenying knows bout it too -.-
she brought the paper to class
ohwell. shermaine paiseh -.-
jamie&weiting putting on blog
ohmytian. they want me to be embarrassed ):
english was great today
cos she was like can pack bag liao
weicheng told me this : "today will be a great day"
lols whatever luhs. lame partner of mine. retarded!
went home alone on bus 21. hah.
had lunch went for tution without weiting ):
she had remedial, cos she failed her maths :D
o0ps. i'm suanning her lorh ! ^^
in the end she came down, yeah !
tution was alright today !
hey people who wanna mug till end of year?
cos shermaine is going too !
& gonna start a study group?
anyone? lols. (:
homed talk to daddy
he encourage me although i fail science
he says it is up to me to choose what i want
so yeah, i cant let them down (:

heys people! i want birthday messages !
don care whether is belated or not !
i want them ? who would be the first one?
:D :D :D :D :D

by the way, people who are invited on 5 august
please tell me the time you are coming & etc
need to prepare & confirm some stuff -.-
& invited people are sec twos only (:
so for those who i didnt call, i'm sorry.
i don wish you guys to be negleted so well.
other time bah, loves (:

how i wish i could just receive a birthday present from you
i know that it is in a very hard position for you
can i just have the bouncing balls? 17 of them.
it's cute & full of memories too right ?
or can i just have a birthay message from you?
it is only 5 cents, is it hard for you too ?
ohwell, nvm den. i'm stuck !
up till now, idk how to face you
how am i going too? idk.
i'm afraid to look into your eyes again
cos i know that it is useless too !
hais, maybe things are mant to be like that.
take care boy :D

2007-07-31T20:19:00.000+08:00

shermaine is practically lazy to blog luhs
and yarh many stuffs happen these days
practically i guess you all know what is it.

yeah i need to say sorry for everything i caused
it seems like our friendship ends at this very point
and i really didnt have an intention on that post of mine
i was just postiong out how i felt, is that wrong?
it maybe too straightforward or direct ?
but it is my blog, you cant stop me from writing it.
worst till, how would i know that you will come my blog
woah. such a coincidence luh. -_______-
yeah i brought you darkness, she brought you brightness
how great uh? such great timing she has. Zz.
i wont hurt you and the one that YOU love
cos i realise what's the point? -.-
yeah shermaine is gonna move on in life
no gonna let some fuck up issue take over me
cos shermaine is staying strong on her feet !
all the best with her den !

today lesson's were bored yarh
has book review test today
and i think i'm doing badly
recess with my girlfriend (:
music was some dumb video -.-
science was stupid & i fail my test
how great uh? first time in my life i fail science?
and there is no re-test! fuck shit !
i left 0.5 marks topast, i got 14.5/30 !! -.-
i hate you mrs wong, you teach i fail !
chinese was slack, had a great talk with joey !
ohwell, i just love my les partner :D
art sucks like some fuck shit man
cos i didnt know how to do
& i didnt even hand it up luhs.
assembly was alright though
talent-time competition
and my legs were numb -.-
after school went with nicholas, leo, weiting <3
they made me laugh again, thank you !
went back mama there to slack
and anthony disturb me luhs
he practically scared me by clapping at my ear behind my back -.-
he is just some bad person lorhs
ohwell, anthony is giving me present !
YAYNESS! how nice as a friend !
headed home on 228 den 30 at inter
some thoughts swept through my mind

had a great talk with lin yeye just now
thanks for the talk yarhs?
& we are on the same boat :D
whees! now i know how everything is like !
woah. this is great man ! cos yarh nvm -.-

history test tomoro ! fuck shit !
i scared i fail cos i sucks in humans ! -.-
shermaine is doing pe tomoro
cos she is a good girl (:

to : huishan goodfriend! :D
come on girl. stay strong yarhs?
wanna know answers just ask directly
you need not be afraid or what
you no time but things can be changed right?
maybe this short paragraph don really mean much
but just a short passage right here for you
just be the way you are, do what your heart says! (:

to: weiting girlfriend :D
heys bitch! cheer up luhs.
don emo lerh. you emo i also emo.
stay strong too like me ! (:
girlfriend is here ofr you :D

2007-07-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

I LOVE WEITING DUO DUO! <3

cos she help me with this pathetic skin
when i tried to solve it for 4 hours -.-
weiting you are the man ! :D

2007-07-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

YAWNS!

shermaine had tution today
& well, it rain heavy cat & dog -.-
had lunch with my mother
den after that we headed homt
den we rush down to ICA & TSC
well, i miss my group bus dne took H2 bus
they sucks man, all chaoahlians & chaoahbeng -.-
shermaine was emo-ing on the bus journey there
i keep thinking of stuffs, there are plenty
& it makes me go lalalala ):
waited for my laobu to reach
den i walk with her to show village
there were security scan before we enter -.-
oh my tian, so strict luhs -__________-
my crumpler bag is dirty ):
all thanks to the rain that causes smart uh.
took pictures with RD people
oh well, they rock luhs.
took group pictures. i love H6 ! (:
i hate the stupid shoe, it is damn pathetic
i cant even walk don need say run properly in it lorh
after ndp finish, it is in the cupboard forever lerh
cos no way that i'm gonna wear it man
it is like horse shoe -__________-
after everything os over, trained back with my laobu
& yeah another tiring ndp rehearsel :D

I'M JUST FUCK UP !
why cant everything just be solved luhs
leaving me in this state is like some fuck shit uh
i'm suffering like don know what lorh
i just hate it all & everything
if i knew that all this were gonna come.
i would have just forget bout everything.
maybe things are meant to be in this way luhs
i don know? do you know ?
yarhs, i admit that i am the cause of everything
i love you and you should know it
but does it really matters anymore?
NO IT DOESNT AT ALL LA!
i'm just like a piece of trash to you right?
want den jiu go take, don want just throw away?
knowing that i ignored your message
you practically don care at all luhs
so what's the point of everything?
yarh and you happily went dating with her
whats all this luhs? i bet you forgotten that i was angry.
it was totally damn obvious can ?
or you practically pretend that you don knw
three days lerh, school starts tomoro
please, don blame me if i ignore you.

stop saying you have stead lerh
you chose this path yourself
you said responsibility is very important
yeah, responsibility is important !
SO WHAT LARHS! i hate this man.
i so hate responsibility after this issue
it totally suck like some fuck shit luhs.
you think you let her have the wrong idea
den tell her now that you let her have the wrong idea
and you will tel me responsibility and blahs
what the fuck la. this only prove to me that YOU LOVE HER!
your heart only got her her her ! fuck shit man.
stop asking me what i want larhs
is what you can give? cant have a break up.
yarhs whatever larhs, im tired of everything.
having to like just being your spare tire only
i just don get everything up till now.
yarhs maybe things are meant to be in this way
you have let go of everything since 171106 is it?
if thats the case den just tell me luhs
you are leaving me in a lurch all alone
i don even know what to do now luhs

shermaine cant let go cos she loves you
shermaine cant have you back cos you got stead
shermaine wants your love but you only love her
shermaine wants birthday present from you but you say cant
shermaine simply love you too much but you dont
shermaine just hate that bitch but you just love her so much
FUCK SHIT NONSENSE LA!

i just don feel you anymore
tele tele thing thing has died
officially died. it doesnt work from me to you
so what for you told me that it seems to work
it does not anymroe lorh
you are giving me false hope, totally.
when your heart only have HER HER HER!
shermaine is your spare tire only
i feel so fucking useless

shermaine is a lousy girlfriend
shermaine is a bad netball player
shermaine is a unfillial daughther
shermaine is just a stupid student
shermaine is just a dumb elder sister
shermaine cant do well in anything!

shermaine might as well just die right
uh fuck shit luhs, fuck you bitch
i just hate you to the core, when you love her that much
i see you two together jealousy is all i feel bout
but do you even know? do you even care?
all i know is youdon even bother at all
yarhs cos i am only a good friend to you right?
fine if thats the case, you want me to let go right
whatever luhs. i just hate this fucking shit thing

BITCH YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE !

2007-07-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

i have not been blogging for 15 days -.-
oh my tian luh. hahahas.
my blog is dead larhs. no post = no tags.
hahas. many stuff happened all this while.
cheerful, happy, sad, angry? everything !

today i woke up damn late uh!
hahas. at 650 am? i'm a pig (:
mama no come school today
she is sick ! fever & sore eyes ):
heys mama take care yarhs?
i miss mama loads !
faster recover kays? i wanna see you!
& i wan my cookies ! :D
NUER LOVES MAMA! <3
school was boring today uh
i'm gonna flung my science test luh
i didnt know anything at all
i'm sad cos i don know ):
oh well, i creid after the test
cos i was disappointed in myself?
ohwell, nvm shermaine needs to buck up
jiayou shermaine! just for another 2 months!
I AM GONNA MUG MUG MUG! :DD
went for tution with weiting today
& yarh, as per normal we went high again
we are always high when we go out
we are like siao za bhors luh
all thanks to that her ! -.-
ohwell, shermaine loves you (:
tution was slack, bored, tired.
i wanted to sleep luh.
john seems sick ? hahs.
get well soon uh ! :D
headed home, & yeah com time.

i'm fuck up.
Y boy, you are still right in my heart all this while.
i'm still fuckingly in love with you .
would you just love me so, just once more?
you are everything to me, i need you.
i love you right from the bottom of my heart :D

2007-07-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

PEEKABOO ! :D

long long long time no post liao lerh
my computer broke down
and it was repaired only yesterday -.-
i'm back to blogging (:
people do tag yarh, don wish it to be dead
yeahhs loads of stuff happen this few days
i cired like some fuck shit, that no one will know
i did foolish stuffs, trying all ways out to peace myself
but everything failed, once i see him i breakdown ):
especially with her, fuck i can cry non stop -.-
tears from eys just flow like a river
but all this while, friends are there for me (:
thanks for everything people !

❤ CHIA WEITING
my dearest one & only sweetheart & sister !
this girl here is always there for me no matter what happens
i really cant do without her, she is my love (:
don anyone dare to snatch her away from me
cos chia weiting belongs to shermaine kim yun rong :D
we did foolish things together, we are mad people.
we are happy, sad, hyper and everything we do together
you guys know why? cos we are sisters (:
girl, no matter what happens i will be here for you
we will stay as close as sister forever :D

❤ POH YUN JIE NICKI
my dearest little sister who is loved by me !
hahahahahahs. she is a lil sec one kid :D
the girl who is always there for me no matter what happens too
we may not be as close as we used to be
the most important thing is still the heart right?
we do dumb things together too
we are like real sisters but we are not -.-
girl, you stay strong yarh (:

❤ POH HUI SHAN
the girl who i used to spent alot of time with derhs
but now yarhs, we are not as close as we used to be lerh
mayeb cos we have found our own group of friends
but in netball is always she, me and joyce (:
we need each other in trainings
if not, we will die of loneliness :D
no matter what, thanks for everything girl !
jiayou in your studies and netball too (:

❤ JOYCE OH CHUN CHAN
my beloved boyfriend ! has troubles too.
but yarhs, she can solve them but not me
now she has found her lover, her mr right (:
i wish you two everlasting yarhs?
wait for him bahh, not easy finding someone you loved that much
jiayou and hang on girl.
we shall go out again one day
thanks for everything too.
all dhe advices are great :D
& jiayou for your studies hors.

❤ LEONARD NG MIAN YANG
one little retarded brother of mine. Zz.
hahahas. one nice soul here. friendly kid uh!
now he shoot so tall lorh. taller den me & huishan -.-
when he used to be shorter den us larh. no fair ):
a pro in basketball & a runner (:
thanks for the times when you are there for me
you made my day cheerful no matter how emo i can get
thanks for everything boy :D

❤ NICHOLAS TAN JIAN HUI
one brother of mine too. hahahahas.
he is a damn nice kid who will get you sweets everyday
and tell you pathetic jokes that makes you cold -.-
he makes my day cheerful too, by telling me stories !
nice brother here who is there for me too
thanks for everything :D

❤ BRADLEY HENG KOK PENG
my gay partner who is damn lame uh.
says pathetic jokes as well. hahahas.
don see his size, but he is strong too yarh!
don worry, you will grow tall soon (:
thanks for everything too kays?
though we are not that close either
take cares ! loves !

❤ KIMBERLY CHNG
thanks girl for that days consoling
you did gave m great advices
that actually made me think it through
take cares & loves ! (:

❤ BENJAMIN WOO
my one and only daddy who is always there for me
no matters what is the situation or whatever
i feel honoured for having a daddy like him
thanks for everything :D

❤ LIM LIANGYU
my only lin yeye. we are not close.
but he do care for his sunnu larhs
he help me too, thank you !
thanks for all the concern to make sure that i am alrgiths
take cares ! (:

these were the people who were always there for me
thank you ! wid loves, shermaine :D

thanks leonard & nicholas for pei-ing me home
thanks guys, you cheered my day up (:

yesterday things happen like ohmygoddness~
many stuffs happen too !
but the main objective is i still don understand larh
so i don see a pont in it either
cos i am like still blur
not even knowing what to do
people telling me stuff again
and i am like Zz. centerized again -.-
i have already broken down ):
now it is me who cry to sleep everyday not you
i'm sorry for everything in the past
you may have forgiven me but not forgotten what i done
the whole issue is not whether bout forgiving or not
is i just want explanation? i don get it at all !
cant you just explain to me? everything !
don give me your attitude too
i am not your girlfriend anymore
so what for i need to see your attitude
want show attitude den show give her uh -.-
i admit that whenever i see her, i hate it
that is just a girl's reaction
it is practically normal luh
maybe to you is not, cos she is your girl? ):
i may have done foolish stuffs
but whats the point was your question?
you ask girls, what for they cut? and you will know larhs.
seeing you sleep practically all the time in class
are you thinkig of not to study anymore?
remember the dream you told me?
you wanted to buy a vehicle that can store lots of stuffs
and you said you want to go for your license after your birthday
you told me that i will be the first person playing your n level dnt artefact?
looking at this situation, i doubt i will be the one
you said that it is chess game?
i am waiting for the day you completed it larhs
but now i don see a point any further
cos i wont even get a chance to play it
not even see it lorh, it would be her -.-
i wont be celebrating my birthday with you
neither will i be celebrating with you
totally nothing liao luh -.-
don even wish to have a hello from you
cos i think i am expeting too much from you le
i cried for an hour yesterday on the phone with weiting
all cause of you and those mesages
it made me break down larhs
how long will i be in this state? idk ):
all i know now is you are practically everything to me
to you it maybe rubblish but it is not !
living without you makes my life terrible
but i don see a point either anymore
cos you have already found your lover what
i don want people to think that i am breaking you two up
when actually i am not larhs.
but just want you to know that up till now
your name is in my heart all the while
cos you are everything to me now
seeing you with her makes me go lalala
but it doesnt really matters anymore
although you say don go lala
but it doesnt matters le, i already have become one
i am no longer the forever hyper one
arent you glad to see me in this state?
i have never ever seen such situation before
i don even know how to faced it
i ih ti see you, talk to see.
but i don have the rights anymore
not even as a friend larhs
i am like nothing to you le lorh
suan le barhs. but until now,
i am still waiting for the day you return to my side?
❤ Boy, i'm sorry for everything. i love you !

2007-07-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

TRALALALALALAS ~

slept late yestersay at 1 am !
cos i was watching campus result show
& yay ! BENJAMIN HUM GOT IN! :D
den went to bed, chiong english homework -.-
woke up late at 6 am, wanted to cab ?
but in the end, bus on 21 to school
met chanhuei, rachel & kheehwee (:
had a great talk with rachel !
stay strong girl ! :D
met weiting at the bus stop
thanks for waiting for me (:
we headed to mama to buy strepsils
cause i got a bad cough, sorethroat , flu -.-
oh my gosh. smokes filled the air there
mama shall be fine with air pollution xD
school was bored today. Zz.
first two period was miss wong
that totally spoil dhe whole days mood -.-
recess with sweetheart !
lessons were totally boring uh.
went to visit farhanna at her house
with yiting, jamie, huishan & minpei (:
GET WELL SOON GIRL! :D

some bitchy stuff happen in school today
totally so fucking dumb uh Zz.
stop saying this & that
stop saying that you will mend your ways
when you are actually not uh
you started the whole issue & now you are denying
whats the fucking problem with you?
you humji uh, scared den auto offline
never seen such a person before
do something wrong & not admitting
such a pathetic retareded freak
i shall just stop here.
the only things you should do now is FUCK OFF !

Y CHIA WEITING ;
i really owe you alot alot alot
you have done many things for me
you are always there for me no matter what happens
you are my fucking true friend !
i'm really wondering without you, i think my life will be dark
& simply no laughters around me to make me smile
i really apprciate all these stuff you done for me
one day i will repay it back to you
friends forever. loves !

what am i suppose to do now, can you tell me.
i send you thons & thons of offline msges
but you did not even bother to reply one of them
what do you expect from me? my life -.-
it seems to me that you & a girl are in good terms
maybe i should realy just let go
& wishes you all the best with her ?
i don not even dare to msg you, i don have the courage
i don dare to talk to you, cos i am afraid of you
i cant seem to find out anything from you
i don even know whose words to believe
i am like hearing 100 of stories
but none of them seems to be true or happening
i am just stuck in this spot, not knowing what to do
am i going to stay like this forever or not?
can you just tell me what to do? please.
thats all i need to know, i just want to know how you feel
itis just as simple as ABCs. Zz.
have you ever seen me emo in school?
or do you always see the hyper side of me?
which one am i suppose to be now
this whole thign is starting to affect me badly
it is too late to walk backwards
i can only walk forward step by step
i am not as strong as i seem to be
in my heart, it is actually very dhe weak
i just want you to know that i love you
Y Boy, what should i do now ?

2007-07-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY PEOPLE ! :D

oh my goodness, i broke my record yesterday night
hahahahas. the latest i ever slept in my life ?4am (:
did my blog till quite late in the night
at around 12 plus in the midnight -.-
after all the hard work, it is completed. ahahs.
talk on the phone with crazy moron till 2 plus going 3
cos he was tired and had no mood to talk
talk to him makes me laugh :D
after talking to him, i talk to big brother till 3 plus going 4
cos he needed to go downstaits with the rest
and said his phone no battery liao le
talk to him very quiet, cos he don talk -.-

shermaine today woke up at 1237 in the noon (:
yay. i am a pig cos i like to sleep. Zz.
once i woke up, i called weiting to tell her something
secrets between the both of us :D
talk to her for bout 45 minutes
and she needed to go to help her friend give out flyers -.-
cant believe she is so nice right? haiyos. xD
now i am basically rotting at home larh
cos there is practically nothing to do
i think i will study later (:
just to be able to get in to the class that i want
and it is the streaming year uh ):
shermaine wanna go 3EXPRESS1 [:

my mummy is sick ):
hmms mummy get well soon yarh?
the family needs you Y

to my dearest meimei; nicki poh yun jie
this note is specially for you yarhs
you made a promise to joyce and me today
i'm glad if you really had sort it out
dont do such thing ever again,
just for my sake can?
i'm worrying for you all the times
i would be glad if you know what is right or wrong
maybe it really needs time for everything to solve
nothing is ever perfect in this world
everyone do have problems, not only you
if other can stay strong, why cant you?
just take things easy, one at a time
i'm sure everything will start to be sort out
JIE Y MEI :D

all i want now is you to come online
is it really that difficult for you ?
i would be very glad
if you smiled or say hello to me in school
i will be like a mad person jumping here and there
couldnt you say hello to me yesterday ?
i'm sorry if you think that we were stalking you
but we are not, all i want is just to see you
YBoy, i miss you so

2007-07-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING ! :D

many things have happened throughout those days
but it seems like evrything has changed
some has turn better, while some hs turn worse
nothing is perfect in this world (:

btw, i need to give credits to JAMIESNG
my new link was her creation
& for my this blogskin is to LIMJUEYU
it is her blogskins but mine is dhe edited version
&dhe editing goes to HOMINPEI
thanks alot. she went through lots of troubles
thanls girls. i love you all loads Y

today i went out with weiting & peier (:
i was late for an hour, sorry girls !
we headed towards to AMK HUB
we didnt get anything there
i bought gummies from there -.-
den we trained down to bugis
to have our lunch, pastamania :D
we walked past rockery !!
& yeahh i saw him Y
hmms totally freaky that he saw us
first was when we walk past to buy socks
second was walk back to take the escalator to pastamania
third was at the bridge across to dhe secong building
fourth was when we were at the face shop

after eating and stuffs, we went bugis street
& dhe thing is we lost our way there -.-
totally human jam there lorh
especially dhe traffic junction
we waited for like two before we cross back
after that we were looking like mad for peier clothes
but she managed to get a shirt at IP ZONE (:
after all the walking up & down
we went to rockery to rest (:
i didnt dare to order cos of him
so peier ordered for me, thank you !
weiting & me waited for space at the tables & chair in front of the shop
after 15 minutes, yay we got dhe seat -.-
totally embarrasing myself
i was like so noisy & hyper over there
all thanks to weiting & peier
i turn back to look at him,
when he turn to look at me,
i quickly turn back to face in front -.-
i don dare to face him uh, i am scared ):
his eyes are scary, dhe way he look at people
weiting & peier thinks the same way too
dhen we were like saying we machiam stalk him -.-
he gave peier 6 scoops of mango, gave it to her personally ):
oh my goodness, i was like jealous lorh -.-
and dhe bubble tea i drank is he made de :DDDD
first time in my life, i drank dhe one he made
& dhe first time i visit him during work

Dhen after he left from work
We went bugis street to get my stuff
I bought a white crown belt
& three pair of socks
& earrings
After all the walking and stuffs
We trained home
I pei weiting take until tampines
Den later take bus home
I think I am dumb uh -.-
Dhe journey was long
And I heard a lot of stuffs from weiting
Yay. I love her many many!
She consoled me a lot a lot
& gave me a lot a lot of advices
Thank you ! (:

I really do love him alot alot alot
But don think he can sense it bah ):
We are like total strangers now
But yarh, I am happy to see him work today
Ｙ　Boy, I love you :D

2007-05-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

thinking through for 2 days
and i came up with a conclusion of two
seeeing that you dislike me so much
i might as well just make myself scram
don wish to make myself a fool
and you seems to like another girl
i don think i should interfere
go jio for full heartedly
i wish you all the best with her
all the past memories we had
shall be kept by ne in my heart
and maybe for you
you can just forget it all
no matter how much i wan the past back
maybe i should just forget bout it

can i look into your eyes again
& say that i really love you! <3

2007-05-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

SHERMAINE IS SICK !
NO MOOD TO BLOK ANYMORE!
I HAVE FLU; FEVER; COUGH; SORETHROAT ! ):
I HAVE TRAINING TOMORO DON WANNA MISS
BUT IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE TO LET GO
BUT JOYCE IS GOING!
HOW CAN I NOT GO?
I SHALL RECOVER BY TOMORO
SHERMAINE HAVE TOO! (:

I FLUNK MY ENGLISH PAPER 2
WITH A SCORE OF 21/50 /:
I DID WELL FOR MATHS
WITH A SCORE OF 81.5/100 [:
I DID AVERAGE FOR CHINESE
WITH A SCORE OF 63/100 -.-
I PRAY I DO WELL FOR SCIENCE!
I SHALL END HERE PEOPLE!

SHERMAINE IS CURRENTLY SICK !
)))))))))))))))))))))))))):

2007-05-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

I AM TIRED!
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!
4 HOURS OF SLEEP! -.-
I CAN BE DEAD BY THAT!
ALL THANKS TO MRS YONG ! :D

slept late ytd uhh at around 2 plus
was messaging with a new friend (:
HAHAH! damn funny uhh !
anyway long story yeahhs
was reluctant to wake up
but i still crawled out of my bed !
bathe and get ready for everything
my mother was nice luhh;
she sent me to school ! thanks !
saw nicholas on the floor sitting
den i quickly ran up to the 4th level
and i saw mrs yong ; she was nagging at me xD
she says this loud and clear :
"A PREGNANT LADY CAN WALK FASTER THAN YOU! "
so saddening uhhs -.-
i am like so innocent luhh
and she kept repeating it
the whole lesson was BORED!
i could have fallen asleep uhh
i wanted too; but cant cos too little people
had break; food provided lorh
after school chatted with mrsyong awhile bout the maths paper
she said i did badly for paper2
but over all still avergae ):
tomoro getting results!
i am fucking scared can
if i don do well; i can say bye to netball and freedom!
hais , pray that my humans and literature will pass
and the rest to do well uh (:
i would be glad ! [:
bused home on 21 with kheewhee
den rushed home like made
quickly change and everything
rushed out of the house to east coast
to look for e3 clique ! :D
i was damn late uhh; all thanks to the bus -.-
bladed with them uh
damn funny luhh
qingzhan don dare to skate
and he keep falling
and stuck at a place for 5 min
his facial expression damn funny uh
i kept laughing like mad . lols.
den went to borrow skate too
i have not been skating for 5 years
i am glad i still know how too
just don know how to break uh
we shall go skating often! :D
picnic and everything; lols
den played sand and etc uh
kenna bullyy by shaofeng; bradley; qingzhan
they made me filled with sands
eww ! cant stand them xD
i was pour by sea water by RUZAINI
he is going to die man
i just clean myself up only lorh
den in the end go bathe
all the girls; cos we were made dirtied by the guys !
they are bad people uh; keep disturbing only
had dinner at macdonalds !
started screaming while walking towards parkway
cause it was like damn bloody dark can
we kept screaming -.-
den huishan kept saying that there is rapist -.-
bused home alone on 76
as they all headed to bedok inter uh
watch televisonnn and computer
anyway shall post picture another day
wait till i get the pics from sadhana uh (:
okays got to go now
BYE BYE ! (:

not knowing that i message him the whole day uh
since yesterday night
but we are just friends ! xD

maybe i really still love him;
but i am just running away from reality !

2007-05-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

to all mother's in the world yeahhs

mother's are the greatest on earth ! (:

i woke up by a person's phone call today

and i practically don know who is that uh

making me awake from my beauty sleep ):

had breakfast and watch televisionnn~

used computer and etc ; BORED!

dhen went out with rach; wendy; shan !

we went to vivo again

trained there ; loads of people

we practically went there to eat uh -.-

we ate for like 45 minutes

totally going to an hour le lorh

dhen went to candy empire

we each bought a jelly bean bottle

i think i am in live with it uh ! (:

but it is damn expensive man

$3.50 per bottle and i am finishing it le ):

i am collecting the bottle (:

i shall post the picture of it

HAHAHHA. trained back

they went mac and i went home

glad i did not go as he was there

i bet it would be very uneasy for us to see each othet

so yahhs. glad that i didnt go too -.-

on the phone with darren and weiheng just now

totally wierd people uh

call me and disturb only lorh

totally lame freaks ; WE ARE PURELY FRIENDS!

i talk to them out of boredom luhh -.-

I LOVE JELLY BEANS!

FINISH LE LUHH! ):

2007-05-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

PICTURES OF SENTOSA ! <3

1)HUISHAN

2)XUANNING

3)JOYCE

4)GRACE

5)WENDY

6)SHERMAINE

joyce; sher ; huishan [:

dhe six of us <3

wendy; shermaine [:

grace; joyce; sher ^^

wendy; sher; huishan :D

randoms !

randoms!

randoms !

LOVES <3

group picture 1 `

group picture 2 `

sher; wemdy; joyce; grace [:

sher; wendy; huishan; xuanning !!

dhe secondary two's :D

i love wendy ! <3

dhe foursome at the last row ! [:

BESTFRIEND :D

dhe six ! two by two (:

grace; sher; wendy ! ~

dhe threesome waiting for huishan!

chip chip chipc. i think i am fat -.-

3 sec two's at the open area !

mrt station ; outram park :D

wendy ; huishan on the train xDD

yamws; tired ; fake smile <3

2007-05-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA WAS FUN !

we were supposed to meet at 11
but we met at 12 ? -.-
practically late for an hour luh
den paid 3 bucks for entrance fee
a group of people were like damn noisy luh
lols. started screaming and everything
all vulgarities and we saw them at palawan beach -.-
we chose a spot for 4 times -.-
cos we complained bout the water and the sand xD
we walk pass a group of guys and they said HI!
we practically ignored ? um-chio only :D
dhen after that we walk pass again
cos that place was dirty -.-
den we settled down ; for the last time
played and everything ; i cut my hand ):
we carried xuanning; grace to the water (:
played volleyball ; but we didnt know how to -.-
we played a damn dumb game
and joyce lost ; she did forfeit ! :D
she had to scream to a guy
"huang se ku zi ; ni hen shuai ! "
lols. lmao. we were laughing like mad -.-
joyce was like mad luh
she keep mumbling not i say de !
when we see them she siao liao
den we go 7-11 get some stuff
they came after that -.-
during that time they ask for grace number luh xD
dhen when we were bout to leave
they tagged along luh; lmao
joyce walk like damn fast can
cos she was like afraid of them
she was damn fucking paisehh
and after that it was me and huishan behind
dhen they ask for my number. zzz.
huishan gave it to them luh -.-
we sun-tan and etc
i think we all now very black luh
post some pictures later
okays and ian lied to me
cos in the end he didnt wanted to msg
and darren got the number -.-
okays they are big fat liars
but okays anyway we don know each other well thou
they did apologise so well okays (:
they seems nice people
but we are purely just friends
they can be real nice at times
according to their sms -.-
after sentosa went vivo city
went to the open area
okays i like that place luh
we saw the group of guys again
lols. grace and i ran away -.-
went for dinner ; back there again
luckily they were gone luh
dhen after star-gazing ;D
we went home sweet home
ndd dhn we skip 3 trains at outram park
hhhahahahahhahahhas.
walk home cos so early
dhen televisionnnnnnnnn [:
and dhe computer now !
anybody wanna go out with me to get mother day present ?
lols. okays nvm doubt anyone will -.-

post some pictures yeahhs! (:
okays but maybe tomoro le bahh
wait father scold tio ban
dhen die liao
i shall be my father's good girl :D

nights father nagging ^^
hahahhahahas
i shall sleep late late late dhen
someone thonning ah
but i bet he will sleep xDD

take care everyone
shermaine is tired liao
i think i will sleep till noon -.-

BYE BYE [:

2007-05-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

yayness! exams are finally over
and i lost 7marks for todays paper
just don seem to have the mood to do ah
hais, okays i am bored luh
i wanna go out, but no one can -.-
i wanna go suntec city !
sian luh , i am tired too. zzz.
i shall blog again later
when i come home or something

I LOVE MY MEIMEI [:

I LOVE MT SWEETHEART [:

I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND :D

2007-05-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO! [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!
wish you all the best in anything you do
jiayou for studies too; stop slacking ah!

exams are starting to come to an end
which is the day that i am looking towards
and the day is tomorrow luhh
after that i will be going out [:
totally everyday and everyday
i shall go home late late late luhh
okays i am like fucking bored -.-
now on the phone with leonard !
hahahhas. he is trying means to make me laugh (:
but he is failing luhh. ;D
one day we will be going out with 2a1 people
hahhahahas. we shall go watch movie dhen
confirm with me alrights? <3
maths paper two ends tomoro
dhen maybe going to suntec with huishan and ...
othets not confirm too though
last minute dhen fnd luhh
okays i am damn sian now luh
alot of things has happen
and on the day that i blog
whixh is the previous post
everything ended liao le
stop on the o5o5o7 that very day
afternoon we argued and everthing
but hais, okays shall just stop talking about it
now i am hyper; myself again! :D
i cant let such a setback pull me down
i am standing upright again
continueing my life as per normal
i am looking for the future ;
hoping for the better in everything [:

you said you burn away all my stuffs ;
you said you didnt love me at all ;
why do you still wanna look at me ;
you was looking on monday when you late ;
i totally ignored you luh ;
why should i look at you ;
how would you feel if you were me ;
spare a thought for me luh ;
stop just thinking for yourself ;
i just don get you at all luh ;
i just cant unbderstand you ;
neither can you understand me ;
so don act liek you can too ;
i am forgetting everything liao luh ;
don wish to remember anything ;
just forget bout everything dhen ;
you can hate ,e and i shall just ignore ;
who cares what is going to happen ;
yuo already admitted everything ;
i believe your words so what ;
and i wont look at the positive side either;
i am not looking at the dark side of everything;
i am filled with friends; family; netball and etc ;
don even need to bother bout you anymore ;
just take good care of yourself bahh ;
get a life luh , boy! -.-

take care everyone
jiayou for the last paper
and relax is on the way luh

anyway GAY PARTNER!
cheer up luh , get back on your feet
going east coast right?
must stay happy alrights?
anything i am here as your listening ear though [:

BYE BYE !

✖ make me smile ; make me laugh ; just to stop me from thinking wild :D

2007-05-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!
exams have started
totally sian
but at least humanities paper are over
woots
okays i am glad though
i shall update exam time table later
and sorr for not updating as i am studying
have not been using computer ever since the last post till today luhh
hais. totally saddening
i am afraid of failing my humans paper ):
but nvm the rest i ahev to do well
i am not going to give up
i must do my parents proud :D
although it might be a lil too late now
loads of things happen now
friends; netballers; exams
hais, what am i suppose to do?
now dhe three main people in my life:
BESTFRIEND; MEIMEI; SWEETHEART :D
i love them bits and pieces
and i just cant leave them or loose them
they belong to me SHERMAINE KIM [:
you guys shall guess who are this three people
i shall reveal after exams
6 more days left
after that i am free
i have dates with loads of people
hahahahhahas
i shall be out everyday
EVERYDAY WITH MY FRIENDS :D
I LOVE MY FRIENDS <3

ie am starting to dislike you;
ie am really disappointed in you;
at first ie think greatly of you;
now you are like err... crap?;
who knows? i didnt believe at first;
but in the end it is still the truth;
i wanna go to your face and just scold you;
but i am being held back some reasons;
you are not only a lousy brother;
and also a lousy boyfriend man;
if you don like her den just admit;
stop hiding man;
you are cheating her feelings luh;
she paid alot of effort but not you;
hais, stop it boy, you are spoiling your own image;
grow up boy!

girl ah girl ah :D
stop loosing hope in yourself man
you can do it de alrights?
don make yourself so low down
you are a smart girl
btu you just don cherish all these
although you have family problems
you need to be brave and stand up
stop hiding, don be a coward!
i believe in you; so believe in yourself
and always rememer this:
i will always be here for you <3

i really wish to forget everything
but i just cant; and whye?
it hurts alot, loving someone
but wishing to forget
i am confused, mixed feelings
i wanna forget but i cant
i don want you to control my life
but to me it seems you are
i am not controling yours
so just be fair man
i know bout your stuff
but i just keep numb
hais. didnt know that you were that type
but acctually you are worst den me
loving me is painful
but why are you hanging on
i know you will hate me
but you just don know how i feel
i am sorry boy !

exam time table as follows:

monday: maths one; english two
tuesday: science
wednesday: literature; chinese two
thursday: maths two

ie simply miss those times i spent with my friends :D

2007-04-27T17:13:00.000+08:00

fatin;sher (:

one fucking good pal here <3>

BESTFRIENDS :D

2007-04-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

here to just make a short one though
nothing much in my life
i start to think that life is boring
school; out; home!

YESTERDAY
history bored cos i stand
for not doing his work again
but i did well for test 18.5/25 (:
totally great improvement from 5.5 xD
no music lesson
went for recess with e3 people
the same cliques yeah (:
recess was their music
so stayed in their class
chit chat and laughthers
anyway brad cheer up man
don really ned to care bout the african banana
as long as you know what are you doing
GAY PARTNER! :D
during literature got scolded
fine nvm its alright
but my grade improved too
from 3 to 15 (:
yeah i studied hard though
i am happy for myself
chinese sianed -.-
english sleepish
science FUN (:
den carry all the books to tution
and i was sleepy there
damn tired luhh
did a few sums ony
cant really seem to concentrate
mom sent me home
did nothing much though
chat on phone
eat barbecue CRAB :D
yumm.yumm ^^
chat on phone with him <3

anyway nicki do cheer up
don really have to bother what they say
believe what you are doing instead
cheer up alright?
JIE is always here for you (:

TODAY
mother sent me to school
cos i woke up at 630 -.-
exams are bored
they make me sleepy
i wrote till my hand gonna break
anyway i just need to hang in there for a week or so
and i am going to go out every single day
who cares bout school already?
shopping; movies; everything!!
after the 11th i am free
so shermaine is going to perservere! (:

anyway michelle is my gan baobei!
haahahs. lols.
wish you and your boy everlasting
study hard too
LOVES! <3

yeah iam going out later though
to popular to get stuffs
i shall spent a bomb there xD
(:

2007-04-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

shall blog a very short one
as i am not allowed to use the computer now

23april2oo7
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!
wish you and your boy everlasting!
stay happy, study hard too! (:

monday lesson was bored bored bored!
science was quite okays
did some experiments with electricity
recess with shan;jme;xn
class stuffs was stolen
jamie's phone, corin ear piece;
hweechieh wallet; joey ear piece
den went to report and blahs~
literature had an open book test
history was sleepy -.-
chinese was simply dumb
maths just sianedd!
after school went to do dnt
some problems occur with the aftefact
home with nicki (:

24april2oo7
first two period was miss wong lesson
the worst start for a day
simply bored luhh
had a situational test
recess with the same people again
art was interesting [:
geography had agriculture test
and okay i cheated xD
chinese sucks like shit!
maths was bored
hall was making me pissed
the two councilors HAIKAL,SHIQI!
the two fats asses
kept staring at me and huishan
for no bloody reasons
making me so bloody piss off
jake also another one
simply so irritating luhh
don mention bout that hall
making me angry though
went mac after school
lunch and home with nicki (:

25april2oo7
i didnt take nicki's mother car
cos i woke up late -.-
so bus there myself
and i saw rachel on the bus
she hurt her leg luhh
take care and get well soon (:
went to find nicki
and she was sleeping at the bench
ohh myy gooddnesss!
so like a big fat lazy pig.
silent reading wong bo scold nicki
like so damn loud luhh
i hate her man
scold nicki for no bloody reasons
wong bo SUCK!
i did PE (:
played netball and badminton
i played badmniton with huiping
i almost died
we played in the sun
and we played so rough
and i am dead beat!
den play netball with the sec 1s
they totally outnumbered us by alot -.-
only jamie; yiting; me?
against like around 12 ?
totally no fair
but it was still fun though
maths i was tired
did badly for test 11/20 ):
recess with them again
english hadd grammer test
science was really bored today
den project work
it was quite okay
now i know how to use photo shop (:
thanks joey and jamie! <3
went to do dnt
finish it at last (:
thanks e3 people for waiting
they are :
*huishan
*bradley
*qingzhan
*nicholas
*shaofeng
thanks alot people
wemt to inetr
had kfc !
laughed like mad again
and bradley really have alot of strengths luhh
can grab me until so hard -.-
and it really do hurts luh ):
anyway i like going out with them
they make me happy (:
after exams we shall go east coast! <3
home on bus 24

totaly bored
okays i shall end here dhen
take care
BYE BYE (:

2007-04-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

21APRILo7

had remedial with mrs yong till 1145
some stuffs just cropped up in class
anyway just fuck off bitches !
den had a great talk with huishan and joey
sat in canteen with e3 people
went to play basketball
saw elroy and jingkai at mama
headed to playground with e3 people
vandalised the playground :D
den met at bedok library
sorry i was damn late
after that went to get some food at pasar malam
den to LJS to study
i did some maths sums though
after that headed to SSA
with shan; xn; nic; shaofeng; qingzhan; brad;
we were damn late all cos of shaofeng
after concert get bubble tea
walk around den headed to bus stop
bus to bedok inter
eat;play;slack;crap
headed home on 28
thanks bradley and shaofeng for acc me
tired. slept !

anyway you guys really brought me laughters
i was emotional b4 mixing with you guys
but yuo made me cheerful and hyper again
being with you guys really make my day cheerful
although we are not in the same class
we seem really good friends
not like my class totally kns
how i wish i was in 2e3
next year aim same class? (:
thanks alot guys! <3

today was just home the whole day
studying and used computer
i just changed skin
something simple
nothing much though

JOYCE cheer up ! you still have me yeah.
don be sad over such things. just be youself.
anything come find me alrights? LOVES! <3

vandalism (:

xn;shan;sher<3

dhe guys -.-

group pictures! <3

2007-04-20T19:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO! anyway i haven been blogging for MANY MAMY MANY MANY days!
first thing was ;
shermaine was really lazy
second thing was ;
i simply cant be bothered too
third thing was ;
do not really habve the time to use com
last thing was ;
shermaine has been studying (:

anyway i am like so mood-swinger
this few days only
i am like happy den wait quiet -.-
lols. i am wierd ?
mamy people cheered me up
thanks alot alot alot! (:
shall name them at the end of the post though
they realy are nice people
and i shall post some random pictures
there seems to be quite a number
anyway i will not be blogging for often from now on
exams are coming
shermaine is studying
so no using of computer
until exams are over
which is the 14 of may i think ?
den i wil start blogging
and my friendster account cant be login
so sorry for the cause
i also don even know why?
i shall create another account after exams
shermaine is going to study really hard
i wanna go the first three classes (:
jiay0u! kamparteh! :D

today was boring
no geog test
recess with huishan and jamie
chinise sucks -.-
dnt stressful ):
science interesting (:
maths remedial bored
mac was fun
saw loads of people again
bused home with nicki; weekiong; isa; hidaya
they bring me smiles! <3

anyway i also have to thanks nicki and weeki0ng mother
she sents me to school everyday
but i have to go all the way to her house luhh
anyway just a big THANKS! (:

NICKI
thanks for the time we spent together
and you being my listening ear
you have really help me alot
and all the laughters you have brought me
it is really appreciated by me
and our friendship shall last yeah <3

WEEKIONG
thanks for the laughter you brought me
no matter how emo i am ; i still laugh (:
you are really a great friend
even though i don even know you long
but it is through your sister
anyway it is nice knowing you
anyway all the laughters you and your sis brings
are really happy times for me
friends forever ! :D

i really hope to have an everlasting firndship with the two of you.
LOVES ; MISSES ; CHEERS ! <33

CORIN CHUA
you brought me laugthers too
no matter what happen
you seem to get my expression look
you understand really well
and you are my toliet partner
lols. thanks alot man! (:

HUISHAN
okays some setbacks happen to you
not really long ago
but you seem to stand on your feet again
we haven really been talking much this few days
but i think our mutual bonds are still between us right?
you brought me loads loads loads of laughters
maybe during recess
you make my day cheerful ! (:
LAOPO <3 LAOGONG ! :D

JAMIE SNG
one goody friend here
sometimes emo and quiet
but recess she is hyper
and doing wierd stuff
nice gurl here
bring me smiles
we seems to be drifting apart
but who knows? take care !

LIDE
setbacks happens again !
maybe it was wrong of me to give you the letter
who knows? but on the leter was just how i felt?
are we really fated ?
why does all the setbacks not pulling us away
maybe we really are fated
i don know the answer
maybe you know? do you ?
i am comcentrating in studies now
i really hope you can do the same
please ? just study can ?
are our bonds still click ?
LOVES LOVES LOVES! <33

there are simply many other names
but i am running ou of time cos i am going out?
grandfather birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
and the other people are like
jason; weicheng; john; stella
nicholas; bradely; qingzhan
weiting; kheehwee;
i forget alot more
i am sorry!

anyway take cares everyone
exams are coming
so jiayou! (:

2007-03-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

GRACE;SHER`TWINS!

SHER;WENDY;GRACE

BLACK AND WHITE version

TWINNYS! (:

AGAIN! twins ^^

WENDY;SHERMAINE

I LOVE HER <3

THE THREE AGAIN XD

FRIENDS FOR LIFE! :D

I LOVE GREEN MEDICINE! (:

SHADOW -_____-

CURRY SAUCE BY ME! -.-

2007-03-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

I AM FUCKING PISSED!

don wna waste my time here though
i told my mother bout the quarrel

me:(telling her what happen)
mother: dont care her la
me:(complaining)
mother: this are not called as true friends
me:(blahs~)
mother:why make yourself so piss cos of her worth it not?
me: mummy i so agree with you luhh -______-

i totally agree with my mother luhh
true friends are always there for each tother
not cos of a small quarrel
we are break up by it luhh
in my point of view
you dont seem to be my true friend though
maybe you are just acting in front
who knows? i dont care either -_____-
i am like wasting my breath and time
when i can do so many time
rather den to be angry with you
when maybe you totally don even care !

saturday
went for tution in the morning
and not for the meet the parents session
my parents also totally forgottn bout it
but who cares? i rather go for tution (:
went out with wendy and grace
talk to him <333 :D
wendy was late like siao -_____-
we went to popular get some stuff
and loads of funny things happen
to many to type out le
but at least i could see a smile on wendy face
and not an emo look like how she look after that incidence (:
had damn early dinner
slack at toliet -_____-
we zilian xD
wendy was damn jiao luhh =x
hahahhahahas.
shall post pictures LATER! ^^
went for discussion meeting totally boring
went home [:

sunday
i totally woke up damn late
at around one plus
cos my dad woke me up -____-
i think if he didnt
i dont noe sleep until what time la
when i was suppose to go out with leo and yuexing
totally i am late like shit
went for lunch with family
den headed to tm to find them
we went popular again!
i bought 'shou ce' and a ruler
minpei lost her whole pencil case
so saddening for her luhh
cheer up minpei (:
watch movie with leo and yuexing
"the haunted school"
overall the show was not bad luhh
but the ending totally sucks la
we watching mr bean next week
most probably luhh (:
anyone wna go not? :D
went home with a damn emo feeling
hais. don wna say lerh
NIGHTS! (:

monday
starting of dhe 2nd week of term two
totally sian luhh
raining like shit when i reach sch bus stop
i just dashed into the rain
and i was drenched with huiyim -________-
we scream like siao when we cross dhe road xD
totally so cute luhh. lols.
had an urgent netball meeting
it was all bout the kl trip
on the 4-7 june
i will be sharing a room with huishan
if it was a twin room luhh
but if it is a triple room
will be dhe three medicine :D
cant wait for dhe trip to begin luhh
sure it will be very fun ;
but i am gonna miss him )':
science had dhe experimenting at lab
totally like so dumb
but it was damn cool luhh
hahahahahahahs.
recess with huishan again
lessons was simply boring luhh -.-
after school had trng
it was quite okay though
training ended early like 0430
so suprisingly
cos everyone preparing for speech day
den no space to train -.-
slack at mama shop awhile
i saw him <3333 (: den bus home on 21 thanks hanch0ng for dhe listening ear (:
nothing much le. LIGHTS OFF! :D

today
totally such a shag day
all the saddening post at the beginning
shall make this a nice post
after school went out with
leonard; yuexing; denise; minpei
kelmond; weihao; steffi; wardiana
huishan; joyce; me (:
went to petal mac for lunch
saw sean dhe pingyi one
den went to eunos cc
to find the rest of them
zilian for awhile
but the picture in kelmind phone -.-
so cant post yet. sorry!
got to knew bedok north bb players
actually they are quite nice and friendly though
hahahahha! sorry my dear! :D
went back. alk with leo to bus stop
phelicia say he my stead -________-
lols no luhh. i still love lide xD
francis also dosturb
he is so irritating
and he is hiding someting from me (:
came home pissed off
but after talking to daddy and my mother
everything seems alright to me now
hahahah! i dont give a fucking damn now (:

THREE MEDICINE!

JOYCE OH `red
POH HUISHAN `green
SHERMAINE KIM `yellow

three friends there for one another
never apart; friends forever <333

nothing to talk liao
bye bye (:

i made up my choice already
after thinking the whole night ytd
shall tell you the answer
LOVES lide <333>

2007-03-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

SADDENING! = =

this post was last week one
but couldnt post until today -.-

i today totally felt remorse; sad; hurt
i dont really know how to express it out
but whatever luhh. who cares.
went to school with kheehwee today (:
dhe bus was so late if compare to normal -___-
totally like so wierd. out of time.
it was pack with loads of people
which makes it so sian
heard something from wendy
hey girl cheer up yeahh!
dont think too much
if got anything must tell me ah
i wont pengwei de. trust me <33 (:
corin got scolded by mr lee
she cried like fcuk luhh
cheer up my dear corin! :D
but in the end you still got his fone ^^
homeroom was bored
collect dhe edusave forms
and brought them to the office
saw yongshan;elroy;jingkai
all got suspension cos never go taf = =
had a new geography teacher
and she is damn nice luhh
forgotten her name le
recess with huishan (:
chinise was damn bored -______-
i love dnt lesson :D
it is so fun
mr chua is nice
so relax and interesting!
i love science lesson too (:
corin dhe group present on lenses
dont really understand though
but it was okays! (:
had training after school
damn shag the whole team
all showing attitude
but its all over, we dont bear grudges (:
had dinner with jamie;huishan
home with them too
i cried on the journey back
i cant say whye
cos i am not allowed too =x
i really dont noe how to explain here
bet you guys read also wont get it
haish. what can i do?
so what even if i am sad?
do you expect me to kill myself?
lols. stop all those stuff
i can say that i don like it
but i cant stop you man
you choose everything you wan in your life
what you do now
affects your future
if you choose to continur like this
think bout your future
do you also wna be like that next time
spare a thought for yourself man
i am totally so disappointed bout you
after all the explanation
maybe you dont evn get the whole point
i was trying to pint point out
it doesnt harm me you know
it harms yourself only
i am innocent
i am still myself
it was you who have change
we used to be very closed friends
now we are drifting apart
i dont even thinjk you notice it
you like cant even be bothered
i just don get it
is that person really that important
he or she was the one who make you into this way
i can say that i dont he or she
you got influence just so easily
only a few days lehh
our friendship already one year plus
so maybe to you
you think that that person is more impt to you
i cant help it either
i just have to accept it what
i cant scold you or what
your life your own decision
maybe i am starting not being able to accept the fact
but thats me luhh
if i show you attitude
i am sorry
i just cant help it
this is the normal way ppl react to things
maybe the blow to me is very very big
compare to the others who know
cos i saw the process and everything
i feel angry with myself
i did not control you well
i think even if this goes on
our friendship wont be close already
we have lost the bond between us
cos in my mind, you have chosen that person
which make me feel even more remorse
i type out to you 7 pagesof sms
you didnt even reply me
even if you are angry
i cant help it
those are just words that i wna say out my mouth
and just right for you
maybe i dont ge tit or whatever
i just cant accept it already
even if i cried you hack care
i really wonder if you still care bout this friendship
i think that person is irriating
you will get angry
but that is jus twhat i feel
take care den !

i got you ; you got me!
LOVES;CHEERS;MISSES :D
<333 wendy yeo ! [:

hey leonard ng!
thanks for the listening ear just now
LOVES! (:

BYE BYE (:

2007-03-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

JME;HUISHAN;SHER (:

HUISHAN;SHER<333
AGAIN! :D
LAOGONG;LAOPO
I LOVE HER! (:

zilian xD
lenses! science ^^
rainbow colours~
JME;HUISHAN
aini and her boyfriend -_-

BRO ; ME
zilian again xD
FARHANNA; ME
FCUKING BESTYS! <33
SWEETHEART! [:

2007-03-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

BOO! (:

have not been blogging for days!
resons ;lazy ;tired ;no time -____-
lets just say it in point form

tution and ndp training
ndp trng i was damn shag ))):
went to support people for campus
cass, cert, grace, kim, peier
cass got in to 2nd round. CONGRATE! :D
first day of school SHAG DAY!
heard some shocking news though
i cried like fcuk! joyce was pissed off like shit.
training again. I PLAYED !! (:
kim acc me to buy drinks. THANK YOU! <333
tuesday had sports day -_____-
it is so dump. i was pissedd! $%@#&%
looking for people ndd taking attendance
it almost killedd me!!
bus with nikki poh yun jie home xD

TODAY

we had pe lesson. it was dumb -___-
whatever dont know how to say
played captain ball.we won!
did some dumb stuff my class girls xDD
ie saw HIM!! ((:
maths i was like TIRED!
cant seems to concentrate
after schhol, cab down to kallang
with jamie, yiting, huishan (:
had kfc, went for seniors match
they WON! 35-27 (:

three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for seniors
hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! (:
jiay0u f0r the upcoming matches too. LOVES ! <3333

bus home with rachel! (:
we skip like 7 buses -_______-
we took the eight bus,
and the nine bus was behind?
lols. talking crap la -_____-
I LOVE RACHEL! :D

just now came home
bathe and did my homework
had my dinner with parents
den went to see a bunglow at siglap
which is very near jamie's house
LOLS. LMAO.
the scenery is nice but the room so bloody small
i asked my dad to build another level for me XD
he was like nagging, blahing. lols.

hey girl! cheer up yeahh?
dont think too much alrights?
maybe what you think is not the truth?
think positive not negetive
i will be your listening ear if you need one
and i will be there for you too! (:
i am glad your poured everything to me
at least you feel better right?
take care! LOVES! <3333333

haish.
now never talk to you liao
so saddening lahh
hope you are alrights?
take care!LOVES! <3333 (:

lols. i can see my blog
but people cant see
so i don see a point blogging -______-
i shall change my skin soon
next post shall be pictures?
d0nt kn0w? xDD

BYE BYE <3333

2007-03-16T15:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (:

jamie sng told me to do a quiz
but i did not do la
hahahahs
cant seem tocopy over
and i am lazy too
unless she give me the quiz la (:

i woke up damn late today at 1
i slept at 1 too. lols.
had my lunch, watch news = =
den now using com
nothing much to post though
this post is like damn short la
okays. whatever.
tomoro got ndp training???
argh shit la. i will be tired like shit again
ohs nvm. my life la
shall go bathe now
going out soon
ah! pressure of time!! (:

BYE BYE <33

waiting for the day you message me with your phone :D

2007-03-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ; SAD !! = =

bed at 1am yesterday night
woke up at 12 noon today
i slept for like so long long long
had my lunch and watch television
went to bathe and preparing trng stuff
left house at 2 on the dot -.-
reach school at 230
wait for huishan at bus stop
tied hair and everything
training starts! (:
we ran 10rounds of damai track
i almost died
dont know what happen to me?
did ball handling, passes?
i almost wna faint during passes
but huishan was there to support me yeahh. (:
thanks huishan! :D
at last i made it through
i finish all the passes
and without any rest [:
we had everything and blahs
went out for pair work (:
at last we were able to do that
after ages, like since match until now

I PLAY AS WING-ATTACKER!
AT LAST LIKE AFTER AGES
THEY SAY I PLAY WELL (:

warm down and everything
went out for dinner
with joyce;grace;minpei
bus home on 21
watch television until 10
used com and blahs
now blogging (:

found out that tash is transfered to bowen
omfg. i am going to miss her like fcuk!
how can she transfer? 2e2 chairman?
all gone! even our energetic goal-defence is gone!
haish. iam like so fcuking sad luhh
but everything is just a lil to little too late
hope she will be doing well at bowen (:
we will see you again on sports day
waiting for that day though
I LOVE YOU ! (:

i hope you will know what is best for you
and what is not?
i am sure you will be able to choose yrself
we can only give you advise
take care though (:

why my no 1 blog fan never tag me?
haish. weiting sweetheart! ))):

i miss those times we had
but i am not doing anything
feeling hurt and sad
but not doing anything
i hurt you and me
i am sorry
i love you xDD

2007-03-15T00:26:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER SUCKS!!

2007-03-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

BORING DAY!!

okay i shall start to type in proper english (:
went to the hairdresser in the morning
with aunt, celine, mother
and i woke up at 830 -.-
i think my hair is wierd
the fringe seems so short
when it was like very long
my aunt say my hair like got no hair
because she say very layered :D
my hair is meant to be like that what
she just don understand youngsters ^^
message with weiting in the morning
and it was like so dumb (x
okays we crap about dump stuff
and i love her loads ((((((:
she say wait people get jealous xDD
came h0me so bored
watch tv and others
had my lunch
than went to do my homework
i still left quite a number thou

had dinner first without parents
as i was damn hungry xD
watchedd television
help my mother with her phone
and the transfering ofthings from phone to com
had help from leonard and nicholas
THANK YOU GUYS!! (((:
now i am done with hers
so i shall do mine :DD
now talking to nikky on msn
she gonna skip training tomoro
lols. i am crapping xD
nothing much le
BYE BYE (:

I LOVE WEITING :D
I LOVE DAMAI NETBALL (:
I LOVE GHANS,FRIENDS,ZYNES [:
I LOVE HIM xDDD

i miss the guy that drinks bandung who always seat beside me (:

2007-03-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

here to reply tags thou (:

kheehwee:i dint link eleen up -.-
weiting:yeaps. update le. so you my blog fan ahh? serious mahh?
cherlyn:lols. not my full name xD
joeyy:nahhs. i think is you luhh. (:
fatin:not me luhh. y0u are!! fatin chi0bu (:
hweechieh:you cannot deny okays? it is damn pain luhh. but you are forgiven cos i am nice xD
tash:hmms thanks man!!
nicole:y0u are linkk (:
ba0beii:wh0 y0u? -.-
amanda:you should feel that way luhh (x
xavier:link you lerhh. okays (:
kim:yuppyupps. LOVES <33
lide:clouds can fly. so can ghost. cos ghost don drift. xD

2007-03-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARD!! (:
wish y0u ndd her eternity w0rs.
hope you enjoy today with "them"
ndd sorry for not celebrating with you
ndd i owe you a birthday present xD

i damn dam nlong haven blog le
okays i see loads of tags on my board
so i shall blog dhen (:
okays where to start lehh
like so many days liao
fine nvm forget bout it dhen
okays just some points

jamie eat wanton mee in a damn dumb way -.-
have been going out lately
ndd everyday is usually with huishan
minpei got sabotage on her birthday
had self training that week
nothing much though -.-
saturday had tuti0n
had ndp training same group as gladys (:
sunday home the whole afternoon
evening went to the beach with family
ndd i made a sandcastle :D
monday had tution again ):
went out with huishan, she was late -.-
saw 2e5 people, ndd nich0las

talk bout today bahh
went to meet kin ndd huishan at inter at 1230
all of us were late luhh -.-
we pei kim wait at the hairdresser for more like an hour -.-
dhen we two went for lunch first
dhen met kin on the bus
headed to school for training
tkss came but not henderson ):
all dhe b0k fault luhh
say what too many schools
when there were only tk
like such a dumb reason lorhh -.-
during trng, dhe jog
we almost died ):
we had to sprint luhh
d0nt n0e h0w t0 describe here thou xD
dhen i hurt my knee )))):
after trng went for dinner
with huishan,wendy,grace,minpei
dhen bus home with wendy nd minpei
i limb from my hse stop to home -.-

now helping my mum with some fone stuff
so other time dhen blog dhen (:

2007-03-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRADELY!

okay. sian.
at first wna go out derhh
but in dhe end yuexing cant go? -.-
lols. as expectedd luhhs.
dhen now stuck at home
like so W T F! -.-
today like everyone cant go out
siannedd luhhs.

next week i wna go out lerhh
sunday go out with leonard
to celebrate his birthday
with some other peeps thou
dhen tomoro go get huishan present
also with leonard ndd huishan luhhs
it used to be the three of us
in dhe past luhhs
now it is usually me ndd huishan le
missed those times yeahhs (:
but don think those time is able to be back
leonard got stead le
so is always me ndd huishan ):
one day we three shall go out from day to night (:
maybe on this sunday yeahhs! <33

okay later need go ahma house
dhen will be meeting my cousins
woots. i love them (:
esp. celine ndd edwin kim <33
some crazy stuffs we do together -.-

squeezing in one sofa
snatching each other phones
crapping like sia0
acting like small kids
going to 7-11
calling each other "noobs"
i just love them ! (:

how i wish we were real siblings thou
hahahahahahahhahahas

sian. i haven even do my chinese compo yet
lazy luhhs. 4 lehh
i all never do lorhh
i think i go do now bahh (:

i am starting to feel bad bout it
father starting to suspect
ndd i am afraid ndd scared
starting to think negatively
maybe we may not be like dhe past
or is it really meant to be memories
ie really dont noe
maybe we shall be real good friends
ndd not risk this friendship
sorry for all this things
i really dont noe what to do?
confusedd ndd stress
haish. maybe we shall just stay as frineds? ):

2007-03-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

CONGRATES SENIOR(:
they got first in dhe eastzone
dhe shiny shiny gold medal (:
but they really do deserve it thou
they really train veyr hatd to attain this level
i am really glad they are my seniors (:

trained back with fenni
ndd we talk alot alot (:
hahahahahahahahahhas.
now i noe a secret le wors =x
dhen bused to parkway
ndd had jack's place (:
dhen i got my new ph0ne
hahas. w810i.
thou it is not a really god fone
but i will only be using for a lil period of time
hahahahahahahs. xD

had tution today .
ndd it was like damn dumb
hahahhahahas.
my tution friends are NICE <33
ndd esp. my best fren JANELLE ELLEN
that stupid cha0 ahlian =x
that has a wierd character xD
she is damn dumbs de luhh
we two always seat together in class
ndd we make alot of noise t0o (:
she today said a dumb conversation
as there was this guy came in for math

ellen: he dont look like 14?
me: not 14 dhen what?
ellen: erms 15-16?
me: lols. not much of a diff
ellen: he is so wierd?
me: whye?
ellen: cos he wear tracksh0e
me: whye cant mehh?
ellen: cos i like guys who wear converse shoe
me: =.=

hahahahhaas. isnt she dumb luhhs. (:
this girl here chi0bu ahh?
once all her ex n0e she break with king le
dhen all wna ji0 her backk -.-
as her birthday falls next thursday
they all chip in to give her a party
at sentosa dhe beach there -,-
ohhmyyyygooodnesss.
ndd this gurl don even appreciate luhh
i ask her so have an feelings for anyone
she was like none==
damn dumb lorhh she.
haish. but she is CUTE (:

dhen headed to find my mother
bought the casing for my fone
went ntuc to get groceries
fecth sister from class
ndd i came home
haish later still got ndp meeting
at last i made a choice between le
which is coach trng or ndp?
ndd i chose ndp
c0s i think i will feel happier there too
yeaps yeaps yeaps (:
ie am in group S with eunice ndd charlyn
ndd my mother in group E

ie wna go out tomoro
ndd get some stuffs
after asking a number of ppl
at last one person can go
which is yuexing!!
yeahs yeahs yeahs
going out with her make me happy(:
anyway hope you ndd darren last long long :D
all dhe best yeahhs!! <33
hmms so where to go tomoro??
shall think think think !! (:

i wan back the past that we had
i don wan those to remain as memories
but i am afriad as well too
what if i hurt you again?
ndd i cant give you my best?
on dhe other hand,
i need answers to my questions too
ndd question solve
maybe we will be like dhe past?
ILOVEYOU! (:

2007-03-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!

hahahhahahahhahs.
ytd night went for coach trngg?
at akltg? all dhe way at tanjong pagar?
i was like wna die liao lorhh
so far, dhen like one week two times =.=
ohs yarhh. during pe i did pft
ndd i am so proud of it (:

sit ups: 40
standing broad jump: 185 cm
inclinedd pull: 29
sit ndd reachh: 38cm

next week do 2.4km run
haish. hope ie can do well dhen
ie wna get gold wors
ndd must do my very best
JIAYOU shermaine xD

had maths comman test
haish. i lost 2 marks
ie feel so sad sad sad ):
cos i dui bu qi mrs y0ngg
i tell her say i will try my best to get 100
but i lost 2 marks out of stressness
when that question was like so easy!!
nvm learn my lesson here dhen. ):

today lesson was quite okays luhh
not that badd
I LOVE MATHS LESSON! :D
c0s mrs y0ngg make it fun
but her teaching a lil slow luhh
hahahhahaahahs. (:
dhen during english
we went to do poetric
ndd i think my poem is cute luhh xD

a rich young girl
who loves money and make ups
living in her own world
but it all seems to be a dream

she simply loves shopping
and just adore money
living in happiness
and enjoying luxury (:

ms wong said it was quite nice luhh
yeahhyeahhs!! :D
we had science; mrs chan
i think she is a damn nice teacher kays?
she is so friendly ndd caring lorhh
i am so glad she is my science teacher!! <33
dhen stay back for chinese test =.=
cheatedd with stella xDD
we swop papers lorhh (x
dhen it was damn funny lahh
hahahahhahahaas.
played with the juni0rs awhile only
dhen went out with weiting
cos heard that b0k c0ming
s0 faster g0 better (:
went bubble tea sh0p had drink ndd hashbrown! :D
dhen saw dorothy ndd dhe rest
oh i so missed dorothy jieh luhh long time no talk to her !!
JIEH! I MISS YOU! <33 (:

t0m0r0 g0t seni0rs final match
s0 seni0rs jiay0u w0rs!
we juni0rs will be there to support
play hard, smart, well (:
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU :D

thou i have my feelings back
does that mean something
i love singlehood ndd y0u
s0 which one am ie suppose to ch0ose
confusiam stressness taking over me ):

2007-02-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

haish haish haishhaishhaish

t0day activities or lessons or scho0ls SUCKS!
early in dhe morning go sch0ol
ie witness a quarrel in 2a1
ndd is related to my jieh's class ):
lesson was b0ring **yawns**
dhen after sch0ol had science c0mmon test
it was not difficult or easy,
but MODERATE !! xDD
dhen went to dhe staff r0om
ndd did my english test
c0s that day never c0me sch0ol
n0w i really noe whye teachers don allow students to enter
cos it is really n0isy
hence i was not able to concentrate
hahahahahhahs :D
went out with huishan ((:
going out with her makes me happy
ndd clear all my troubles :DD
anyway thanks lide f0r that cute thingy <33
we went mama, bought nuggets
dhen headed to bubble tea sh0p
ndd went to find joyce,kaih0ng,grace
under the v0iddeck playing p0ker =.=
after awhile we left le
dhen went to inter
huishan pei me wait f0r bus
we skipped 3bus. LOL!
during that period of time
we shared each other problem
ndd i really feel s0rry f0r her
i can sense h0w she feel
being c0pe up in a limited space
she is like being suffocated. NO OXYGEN!!
but i cant find myself in anyway to help her
the most i can do is to lend you a listening ear
ndd give you encouragements ndd advices
but ie can promise you tat
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU KAYS? (:

now online also got things
just found out there is a conflict
between joyyce ndd huishann
ie am feeling stress
people around me have problems
hence i feel emo when i am alone or sth
c0s i feel s0rry f0r them
but simply cant find a way to help them ):
I AM SORRY!!
I AM SORRY!!
I AM SORRY!!
b0ut that sudden conflict
i got a wierd feeling b0ut it
i really d0nt n0e?
i am w0ndering wondering wondering
WHYE IS THE FUCKING WORLD
FILLED WITH PROBLEMS???
WHYE WHYE WHYE!! ):
I SIMPLY WAN AN ANSWER TO IT!!

i really h0pe all the small conflicts will be forgotten
ndd everyone will be HAPPY again!!
ndd everyone faces will be with a SMILE ((:
isnt that great? but when will that day c0mes? ):

just a advice here luhh
if people out there
have small conflicts cos of friendship
please try all means to save it kays?
l0osing a friend is not a good feelingg?
i have lost one of them?
i can still sense the feeling whenever i see her?
i tried to save that friendship? i failedd!! #$@^@%
maybe because i didnt try my very best or sth?
i misses that period of nice momory we had
but everything now is left as memory
maybe those memories wont be alive again?
hence, if friends quarreledd!!
SAVE IT MAN!
DONT LEAVE IN REGRETNESS ):

HUISHAN!!
cheer up kays?
you really are meantally weak
try to strengthen it bahh
d0n take problems as n0 solution
whenever there is a problem
there will always be a solution to solve it
please believe in it?
d0nt take everything s0 hard up kays?
relax yeahhs. take it one step at a time!
i am sure you are able to pull through it de
i cant help you to solve them
as it is all up to you
i can only be a close friend t0 y0u
that gives you a listening ear
ndd encourages, advises you.
i think this is the most i can do (:
huishan jiay0u kays? :D
y0u can d0 it derhh
believe in yourself
one day you wil be free
like a butterfly tat just crept out of a cacoon
ndd flying freely in the skyy ^^
anything ring me or msg me kays?
i will always be there f0r y0u (:
ieLOVEyou <33

our loves for each other still exists
but one day it will be gone
i think all this will happen naturally
ndd we wont even sense it
wondering how long your love will last
will it be forever or maybe not
all this is just our destinys (:

2007-02-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

tears of sadness
flowing down my cheeks
ndd onto the flo0r
the feeling of confusness
ish taking me away
i feel lost, sad ndd hurt
got lots of feelings inside me
feelings that cant be describe
my heart torn to pieces
n0n-st0p of flowness
l0ts of blo0d trickling down
i am starting to feel hopeless
f0r n0 matter effort i really put in
maybe i am really going to lo0se y0u?
GOODBYE! ):

2007-02-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! :D

I LOVE HUISHAN LAOGONG! (:

my dearest g0od friend

my partner for netball :DD

WOAHH!
i am starting to study le!
WOOTS!
i must chi0ngg lia0
c0s results all drop ):
JIAYOU shermaine! xD

okay my blog still seems to have problems
lols. okays nvm.
shall go search for another skin dhen
h0pe n0 pr0blems dhen xD
n0thing much this days
just studying! :D

anyway

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
XIAOBEN DADDY!
DENISE JIEH!
:DD

btw, MINPEI cheer up! (:
without them
y0u still have us
but try to solve the misunderstanding yeahh
save this g0od friendship
explain to them how you feel t0o! (:
JIAYOU kays? LOVE YOU <33

we both now are friends
purely friends only
maybe one day,
the fairytale might come alive
dhat question is still a question
ndd the answer to it ~
still lies somewhere in me? (:

2007-02-22T18:10:00.000+08:00

change skin le (:

but there seems to be sth wrong with it
argh!! =.=

can someone help me please? :D

okays apparently
t0day i didnt come scho0l
hahhahahas.
c0s i was SICK ):
sianedd -.-
den stayed h0me
d0ing nothing
went to see the doctor
ndd i got my MC (:
just now i was having problems
all this skin the fault luhh
template so UN-clear derhh

ie told y0u my decisi0n already
ie am glad you respected it
now we are friends ndd not enemies
ie am grateful to you
f0r dhe way you look at it
maybe one day,
we will be like dhe past.
ILOVEYOU! (: